Frogzter,
Love and hugs to you.
What a horrible experience for you to go through, but like others have said, there must have been a good reason at the time.
One thing my dad always says to me is that "things happen for a reason"... you may not find out that reason in this lifetime. You miss her terribly, every day of your life, but God needed her more in Heaven than to put her on Earth.. how special and important she must be needed there!
And, one day (in the FAR distant future) she'll be waiting to meet you.
You need to talk to a counsellor about this.. and join a support group, for other women who have been through the same thing.
Whatever your beliefs are about this life/the afterlife, have Faith and know that she would never want you to suffer as you have been and are still doing.
Live your life for yourself, and your son.
Love,
Chelle.
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