Sorry, it looks like I won't be graduating with the group. Not easy to say for a straight A student type personality. This weekend I succombed to the lure of a glass of wine...it was downhill from there. I wish I had some insight into why I got this far only to give in, but all I can come up with are lame excuses.
I figure at this point I can give up (tempting), procrastinate (giving myself permission to drink a bit more), or give myself a slap and return to the program. I have the hypno CD out, just took the All in One and guess I will try again.
So instead of beginning month 2, I will be repeating month one. I guess I need to look at it in a more positive light. I may not have made it to the end, but I almost did and that is far better than the 5 days I made it the first time around.
I hope that the rest of the group has succeeded in meeting their personal goals. It is in the 90's here and humid and I still have a computer project deadline looming on Friday. So, feeling miserable, (which I deserve) I have to get to work.
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