[Frogzter]

I wanted to apologize first of all about my thread yesterday regarding the abortion. Someone asked why this was just coming up and the truth is because it was yesterdays date that it occured so many years ago. I apologize for the pity party as I was very drunk yesterday. However I did get some great feed back and support which made me think of how grateful I am to be sitting here today and I just want to use this day to start over again.

Today I will not beat myself up. I will make an appointment to see a counselor. I will be grateful for this site and my family along with the other things in life that I take for granted.

I really want this program to work for me but I am not so good at following through with anything at all. I start things and never finish them. For example. I read the book, bought the supps, the Topa and started this program and did really well for about 3 weeks, then I just quit doing what was working. I quit reading, posting and taking the meds. THen it was back to sqaure one.

Any suggestions on how to make myself a person that can actually follow through with what I know is helping?

By the way, thanks so much for all the replies and support. You all are really great. This site is a Godsend and I can't even seem to follow through with an appearance here everyday like I should. You guys all rock and have so much support and help, how could I not want to be cosistent?

Sorry to ramble, just feeling a little more optismistic today and wanted to say so!

Blessings,