Don't be sorry Frog, it was a brutally honest post and I could just feel your pain!
As far as sticking with the program goes, what about making sure you logg onto MWO every single day.... that way you will have daily support and many a shoulder to lean on. Join one of the threads and get all the help that is on offer.
You sound so much better today, it sounds likeletting it all out yesterday did help you!
