You gotta move on Sassy. We all have slip ups. Don't beat your self up, it is not going to help and only drive you to AL. Switch your focus on visualizing yourself sober, healthy and happy. I mean reallly see yourself as this happy sobert person. Remember, AL is NOT a reward. Just the opposite - it is a punishment. You are seeing that first hand, as we all have. You can do this. Put the past behind you (To qupte Pumba in the Lion King - we just watched it with the baby last night!) and look towards your wonderful bright future. You can totally do this and we are here to help you. Stay strong friend!
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"All that we are is a result of what we have thought" Buddah 
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