Sassy, as KBCE rightly says....we all have slip ups.
Some of mine have been mortifying, but you have to move on.
I must say that when I am abstinent I view my 'F-ups' more leniently....probably because when I am abstinent I feel more in control, calmer etc etc.
I don't know what your goals are with your drinking, modding or abstaining....but I reckon that when you start to meet those goals (I don't know if you are or not), life will begin to lighten up and you won't be so hard on yourself.
Best wishes.
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Amelia
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