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Froggie -

Please, please, please....I am sure everyone on this site does not want to hear you apologize for anything....certainly not sharing so openly about what is obviously such a difficult part of your past. That actually takes alot of guts - alcohol induced or not.

So many have given great advice on seeing a counselor, etc. I can only suggest a journal and regular open entries written by you, just for you. As time goes on, reading your entries will help you see how you are healing and gaining your own strengths to be you.

I find my journal provides me wonderful insights I would never have expected, especially as I learn more about the inner me and how each part of my past reappears at unexpected times.

Stay strong and thanks for sharing yourself with us!

Erin