[Resolute]

DG,
Thanks for the insight/food for thought. Obviously, my state of 'trying' isn't working. My habit pattern while away for work needs some serious adjusting. Months ago, when I first found this site, I immediately joined up and read through the book, ordered the cd's, and began taking Kudzu. I have always exercised regularly, however interestingly, never while away from home. In any case, I felt it necessary to begin on Antabuse. I did so several days before leaving for a couple of weeks, and wouldn't you know, despite some minor unpleasantness 'drank through' the Antabuse. I stopped taking it after that. I'll spare you all my explanations.
Now, in my new effort, I've begun taking it again. Until I can figure out what it is I need to do while 'on the road,' I find it the most effective way around this. I've doubled the dosage (took 500mg before logging on this morning) and know that that'll do it. I know what drinking on 250mg feels like. So, this is me trying...
I'll be honest. I was tempted to start drinking this morning before I took it; but, logged on instead. I read through the previous days' posts and was re-invigorated to make this work. So, thanks to all. I owe you all a very big thank you. Know that you certainly helped me today. I hope to return the favor in kind...

Auntie,
Enjoy that hangover free vacation!!