Good for you, Res! I am struck by your choice of names: RESOLUTE! That says it all. And as you note, and as DG pointed out so well, "trying" is kind of a weasel word that reflects a mental state that is not anywhere near the same as "Resolute." I am glad you are using the Antabuse. That can give you the gift of enough AF time to begin to get the whole set of drinking habits to begin changing, get your brain/body totally free of alcohol, and let you begin to develop new patterns of thinking and behaving. Good for you!
wip
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AF since July 22, '08...
"Non-cooperation with evil is a sacred duty...
You must BE the change you wish to see in the world." (Gandhi)
Cause and effect are clear!
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