Ruby,
You sound so upbeat and hopeful! Great lessons can be learned by just watching people as they drink (while remaining sober yourself); It is quite eye-opening, isn't it. Then when the soul searching starts and you see your former self in those people, it really hits home. I'm so happy you had fun in Florida; what part were you in? I lived most of my life there before moving to the west. Good luck on your journey to either mod or go AF. My path is AF because I have no ability to control when I start drinking. I can do it for a matter of months or even years but I always come back to "real trouble" with alcohol. Have a great evening! Kriger
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