Oh Hun - what words describe? Most people on this site have so many of lifes worst experiences that have shaped who they have become today - not always for the better, that's why we are all here for each other, trying to help each other and ourselves, in any possible way. I regret so many choices that I made in the past, many that haunt my everyday thoughts, which have contibuted to an excessive drinking problem. From that - so many more stupid mistakes that have shaped peoples opinions of me, which I feel is so unfair, and downright wrong - but I suppose thats what they've got to go on. I hope you find some rest from your demons, and I feel what I am saying to you also applies to me - but you don't seem to take much notice of your own reason do you? We can't change what has happened, or what we've done. We must learn to move on and recognise our good qualities and turn our lives around, to be able to make some sense out of our lives. For everything a reason. Perhaps we could use our suffering to help others in a similar plight? Whatever, good luck babes, in my prayers. Noodle x
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