Modding on Wednesday Evening 18-June

[Croft]

Actually I am AF tonight. But a beer sure sounds nice. Although I know that the topo levels I am on would make that beer taste awful. So it really is just the idea of the beer at this point. So maybe a Pinot Noir by candle light in the garden. The honeysuckle smells so good and just shimmers white and yellow in the June moonlight. Oh, it is the idea of the thing. Somehow a diet coke, just doesn't have that sparkle. Oh well.

I just upped my Topo dose and it is giving me that little extra special medicine feel. Goes lovely with the "just before bed tooth-brushing". Tin and toothpaste! I think what my evening really might need is an attitude adjustment. Had one of those days where I felt like it was just me against the world. Not a friend in site. My teenage daughter hates me. My other half is out of town and I had to take out the garbage. I know it isn't true, but couldn't shake the feeling. And I just can't shake the last 10 pounds either. Much more fun to be down in the dumps if you are down to your ideal weight. Guess that Diet Coke is now sparkling a bit.

Well tomorrow is a new day and I am an AF girl and darn proud of it! And only being 10 pounds too heavy ain't so bad! and tomorrow morning I am going mountain biking with my best friend first thing. So off to bed with you Croft. Tomorrow is a new day!

And why in the heck did you open a can of diet coke after you brushed your teeth for bed?!

Sheeshka!

Goodnight all!

[tlrgs]

good to see you back on the board agian ..have a great day

[sweetlips]

hey modders. hey croft u sound like ur doing good, i too have been af since sunday and feeling good bout it. had a couple of sweaty nites and not much sleep, and eating for england, but peanut butter on toast at half ten is better than a bottle of vino!! lol
i too want to shift some of my vino belly, but taking it one step at a time, i have a wedding to go to ( actually im the designer for the reception hall) and really want to look great next to my 6ft 3 and very trim hubby!! im only 5ft 6 and bit tubby lol!! tis in 5 weeks and dont know if i can do it but will start on the boring ole situps today.
so i have a goal but feel its more important that i work on my drinking first and ill just stand at the back on a box in allllllllllllllllllll the photographs lol.
as for the evenin thing, i leave all my none disturbing housework till after 8pm, that way i keep myself outta mischeif until 9.30 then im ok.
any hooo im off to start my soft furninshing work tis going well and keeping me focused.
hey croft, bet u not living in uk cos that honeysuckle would not have shimmered here in the rain last nite lol
take care all
big love and peace
sweetlips xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[boozehag]

Hi croft - welcome back
Dont let those teenagers get to you. You should see my teenage daughters bedroom - it looks like it has been ransacked by burglars. I refuse to even go in there now and I just fling in any other stuff she leaves lying around in the door without even looking to see where it lands. I am trying to see if she will eventually tidy it. I am on day 3 now (of not tidying daughters room) have never got past day 4!! Which one of us will break first - her or me! She does not seem overly concerned just yet although I did hear her asking her Dad if he had seen some of her stuff - she wont ask me as she knows it will just give me an excuse to say well its probably in that tip of a room of yours maybe you should tidy it! This is harder than giving up AL and nicotine.
BH (no more)

[Croft]

yes, those teenagers!!!

[Bambi]

I have two teenagers of my own....! Can you really drink a can of diet coke on topa? I am on topa also and have to drink my diet dew out of bottles now, and it still has alittle zing to it....ewww.... lol!

Great job with the no beer last night...have a great day!

Hugs, Bambi