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[lookingforfreedom]

I just found this site a few days ago. It encoraged me enough to make an appointment with my GP who listened to my story , my struggle and told me I needed a psychiatrist. I even brought in an article describing the benefits of Topamax. I felt dismissed and held back the tears as they drew blood to check my liver panel. Has anyone ever started the topamax without being medically supervised? I feel so discourged.

[Prest4time]

Welcome Lookingforfreedom!

Well kind of. I initially went to my GP as well, confessed and she prescribed me Campral. Campral really did not help me. So I ordered Topamax online without a prescription, crossed my fingers, and took it. I figured it couldnt be worse than drinking heavily!

Then again, I had no other health conditions, BP, heart, or anything else. I was very healthy and every year my physical comes back normal and I was told I am healthy. So that is why I felt safe to take the risk.

If you have any ongoing health issues I would hesitate to try it without the doctor's okay.

I hope you find all that you are looking for here, and know that people are very supportive here and will encourage you along the way. You can try posting under "Just Starting Out" as well... a lot of new people post there and you may get more of a response.

All the best!
P4T

[lookingforfreedom]

Thanks...that helped

[A Work in Progress]

Yeah, this is why I am starting the Topa on my own. I ordered it online.

I am a psychologist, did years of therapy back when I was in grad school, and do not want to start up therapy again, or to pay a psychiatrist to dispense meds... and do not want to risk the potential of the kind of experience that you just described. Physicians can be SO arrogant, dismissive, and unwilling to take the time to learn something new... At the same time, I think that it is important that I tell my physician, next time I see him, what I am taking (both the supplements and the Topa, if indeed I am taking it, then) so that he can do his job properly. I just don't want to be in a position of asking, or begging, for this.

After a LOT of research (both lay-oriented and the professional research literature), I feel comfortable starting this stuff on my own, ordered Topa online (just ordered it yesterday, it won't be here for a while), and am getting support here on the forums. Resuming my meditation practice, and exercise (very manageable goals!), and am starting the supplements.

Would be happy to talk with you further about this, see how it goes for us. I just got fed up with my drinking a couple of days ago, realized (again) that AA is not for me, and found this program. I am (at least) cautiously hopeful.

[LovesDogs]

I also am going the unsupervised route with Topa for a variety of reasons and I'm about a month in for those who would compare notes. I ordered it online and although it took a very long time to get, it was not expensive and so far it has been a positive experience. I am in the medical field as well and did a lot of research prior to making the decision to go this way.

[keke]

LFF,WIP,LD My experience was positive in that I got the script for the top. However, being managed care the doc didn't feel the need to do any blood work or follow-up. Maybe she's trusting that I'll call if I feel the need. This site has educated me far more than any of the medical sites available on the internet. READ READ READ. Everybody reacts a little different, but you'll find a lot of similarities. I agree that AA is not for me and am glad that my GP didn't suggest that I go through the cold turkey, rehab route. I plan on sharing all of this with her once I feel successful. Keep posting Keke

[Seacailin]

[DeeBee]

Welcome LFF,

I am so sorry your Doc was not sympathetic! Do your finances or medical aid allow you to "shop around"? I too went our usual GP who wasn't very symapthetic when I broached the subject with her but luckily the second female GP was and I haven't looked back as she is my biggest supporter. Have you read the book yet as it is important to combine the Topa with the suppliments? Alternatively you could start the program with out the Topa and just use the supplements and Kudzu to help with the withdrawal symtoms, but it's a personal choice.

[lookingforfreedom]

No I haven't looked into "shopping around". I guess I'm not sure who to look for. I haven't read the book yet either, I guess I'm looking for a quick fix. So you think starting the suppliements without the Topa is a good place to start?

[lookingforfreedom]

So how long did it take to get it, and how do you know what mg to start off with?