pull me up

[keeta]

...out of this madness...PLEASE.

3 people in my family are dying right now....where is the sense in that?
Cancer SUCKS...I am praying for my mom right now....she is going to need it.......there is NO sense in this life. NONE

[tawnyfrog]

keeta - how can I help?

[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

Keeta,

I'm sending prayers your way. Sometimes life is very very difficult, stay strong!


Luvya,

Myheart

[keeta]

frog...tell me how life can be so...awful...kick you in the bag...take your breath away...awful....
I know we are all going to die...
I guess I am feeling hopeless... too much death around me...makes me sad...so damn sad....like what is the fucking point, sad. Too much death...makes a person ache from the inside.

[SKendall]

Keeta, I am so very sorry. I just want you to know that there will be many people pulling for you on this site.

Let us know how to help.

Strength, hope, and love coming your way.

[keeta]

dolphin...there is no such thing as weak words...we all suffer together...little or big....thank you SO much!!!!

[keeta]

MyHeart and Kendall...thank you so much...I am pretty much a wwreck right now...I don't do well with death anyways....when it touches my life...it just seems fucking WRONG...like I should some how be immune...RIGHT.....no one I love is allowed to pass....arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh

[greeneyes]

keeta.....I'm sorry you are feeling the way you do. You sound angry and fearful. Try to put that aside and love and honor them during their remaining time. Try to step outside the box you are in. Your energy affects them and everyone and everything in the universe. I believe we are spiritual beings having a human experience. When that experience is over, we return to the spiritual oneness. Death is part of life however it happens. We need to accept that. My mother's service was on my birthday. She died of cancer. Instead of thinking my birthday would be a bummer from then on, I decided I would get two cakes to celebrate two lives. Grab hold of my hand and pull hard.

[4theboyz]

Hello Keeta,

As a fellow blob of jello in the face of human suffering, I can only offer my words of support for your own struggles with such awful circumstances.

Life is indeed temporary, but their love for you will last forever. Also they need your strength and support at this time with their own struggles and resolution of their final days.

I hope you find peace at this difficult time.

[Janice]

Sending you a big hug Keeta......there are times when we are put to the test and it all seems so unfair. Try and stay strong though I know this is easier said than done.........I'm about to face the first anniversary of losing my Dad but you know, he hasn't really gone....he's still with me, in my heart, in my thoughts; in my memories, in everything I do.

Take care,

Janicexxx