It's a great site and I am so glad that I found you. We are all in the same boat and it is reassuring.
I went once along to AA for a couple month and found a loving community there. Hope to find here the same.
I read in one of your community posting about a tea, recommended against crawings. It's called ROOIBOS Tea. It comes from South Africa. I tried it today and it realy works!!! Hope to hear from you,