So this has been day 37 for me after a 3 day lapse after 15 months. It was a good day, normal, yet better than yesterday. It started to snow today, and for me that is a turning point for my sobriety all the time. It marks the end of the sun and the beginning of the cold and dark. It becomes a time where I can send the kids out less frequently, and their energy level seems at its highest due to it. It's not one of my triggers, more of one of my tick tocks. In my mind I know that I need to step...