I'm on Day 12 of sobriety. I have my vitamins but haven't started yet, awaiting CDs.
I have been very down this week. It seems my dreams are very vivid and a little upsetting, which is OK because I realise that I have been suppressing things for a while. Thing is I wake up feeling rather sad due to the dreams, and then my moods are up and down
I have seen a few doctors over the years & was diagnosed with mild depression but have become jaded as it seems too easy for doctors to issue medication rather than going deeper to the problem.
At my ititial consult I walked out the door with a script 5 minutes after walking in, & felt pressured to open up to a (new) GP in a limited time-frame (waiting room was full of people). He didn't even do a blood test to rule out another illness. I stayed on Zoloft for 2 years, 25mg daily, during which I had periods of not drinking. I have been feeling OK for about 6 months now with no medication. I am determined to stay medication free & face my demons head-on.
My question is: is depression linked to drinking? And is it normal to have feelings of sadness when the drinking ceases?
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