Just have to get this off my chest, barley slept last night thinking of how awful my day went yesterday. It all started going to see my dermatologist before work, he is new because my previous dermatologist moved. So the first time I go to see him, he tells me he will get my psoriasis looking better and prescribes this ointment, was pretty happy thinking maybe this ointment will get my P under control. Instead it has made it worse, so I went back to him yesterday instead of waiting till the end of the month, because I don't want to keep using something that is worsening my psoriasis and he basically made me feel like shit, he had the list of ointments I had used before and was asking me which one worked best and I was trying to remember between two previous ones which one worked best and he got annoyed and said I need to get it straight. He then prescribes me the same crap that is making my p worse but in generic form, what the hell. Since I started to see him my p has spread to my arms, my back and my lower legs are pretty disgusting now. Just really really upsets me. Looked up dermatologist that specialize in psoriasis and I am going to call one this morning, praying to God, I get one that actually cares.
Then I get to work (I work at a High School, in the caf?. department, yup I'm a luch lady) and there is nowhere to park due to the snow, the kids take the staff parking, which forces me to go searching for a parking spot. I'm new there this year so I only do 3 hours a day, which means I don't get there till later than everyone else I work with, so I end up having to park at our Middle School, there is usually a parking spot or two available, of course then it takes an extra 5 min to walk to work. Well, yesterday I get out of work and find a ticket on my windshield from the school officer. Talk about being upset, so I go back in to the High School and ask him why he gave me a ticket, he said he didn't see my parking permit, so I told him where it was, then he didn't know it was me. So I think ok, that's alright, he didn't know, so I ask him if it is ok to park there ( shouldn't have done that) and he tells me no because it is actually part of the High School student parking, he showed me another place I could park, if there is any space which is even farther away, unless I can find a student parking spot in the High School lot, why in the world is it ok, to take a student's spot in the H.S. Lot, but not ok in the M.S. Lot which is for the H.S. students, makes absolutely no sense. I just don't get it, really felt like I was getting the shaft by everyone yesterday.
Then to top it off, I come home, order a pizza for my son, he only had 10 dollars and it came to 20 so I told him to ask his dad, which he gave him the other 10, which is fine, but then when the pizza guy showed up I asked my husband to get the door, because I was trying to clean up the kitchen and he was sitting watching TV and he said you answer it, it's my money that paid for it. Wow, was I pissed, what a crappy thing to say. I told him that was a sucky thing to say and he apologized, but come on, so I don't make the money he makes, but at least I am working. I don't even get to have cash in my wallet, I try to keep a 10 dollar bill, but either one of my kids or my husband takes it. He makes sure he keeps at least 60 out of his check in his wallet and he has a work gas card and takes a lunch to work, so where does it go?
Anyway through it all I didn't drink, thought about it but didn't, did not want to make my day worse by caving in. Praying today will go better. So sorry this is so long but really needed to get it out!
Twosox
Then I get to work (I work at a High School, in the caf?. department, yup I'm a luch lady) and there is nowhere to park due to the snow, the kids take the staff parking, which forces me to go searching for a parking spot. I'm new there this year so I only do 3 hours a day, which means I don't get there till later than everyone else I work with, so I end up having to park at our Middle School, there is usually a parking spot or two available, of course then it takes an extra 5 min to walk to work. Well, yesterday I get out of work and find a ticket on my windshield from the school officer. Talk about being upset, so I go back in to the High School and ask him why he gave me a ticket, he said he didn't see my parking permit, so I told him where it was, then he didn't know it was me. So I think ok, that's alright, he didn't know, so I ask him if it is ok to park there ( shouldn't have done that) and he tells me no because it is actually part of the High School student parking, he showed me another place I could park, if there is any space which is even farther away, unless I can find a student parking spot in the High School lot, why in the world is it ok, to take a student's spot in the H.S. Lot, but not ok in the M.S. Lot which is for the H.S. students, makes absolutely no sense. I just don't get it, really felt like I was getting the shaft by everyone yesterday.
Then to top it off, I come home, order a pizza for my son, he only had 10 dollars and it came to 20 so I told him to ask his dad, which he gave him the other 10, which is fine, but then when the pizza guy showed up I asked my husband to get the door, because I was trying to clean up the kitchen and he was sitting watching TV and he said you answer it, it's my money that paid for it. Wow, was I pissed, what a crappy thing to say. I told him that was a sucky thing to say and he apologized, but come on, so I don't make the money he makes, but at least I am working. I don't even get to have cash in my wallet, I try to keep a 10 dollar bill, but either one of my kids or my husband takes it. He makes sure he keeps at least 60 out of his check in his wallet and he has a work gas card and takes a lunch to work, so where does it go?
Anyway through it all I didn't drink, thought about it but didn't, did not want to make my day worse by caving in. Praying today will go better. So sorry this is so long but really needed to get it out!
Twosox
I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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