Hey Muffins,
Just read all posts...all 33!! Wow...I don't get a chance to check back until the end of the day so I had been thinking all day of just how I wanted to ask everyone's opinion on this...as my world is seeming a bit on the negative side and how weird as I'm reading through the posts, my thoughts are coming through....
This is too strange--you know how I've been alluding to the fact that I must get more positive, what I haven't been saying is the fact that it's toward my husband!! I am being so mean to him lately and it's really not been pretty around here..than I read everyone's posts today!! I was about to ask everyone's advice, figuring maybe it was the topa and it's making me edgy and bitchy--maybe I'm on too high of a dosage..only seems like theres a lot of you out there feeling annonyed toward your significant other lately. I've been trying to put my finger on it...could it be that I'm not drowning myself with a bottle of 2 of wine each night, therefore, I am not able to be so forgiving of things he does that annoys me....(although I do know all about the showing up at the soccer practice with beer breath and that is just not acceptable!) Is it that I'm trying to improve and that I see him not improving and so I am picking his faults apart? I don't know--it's high tension around here and I certainly need to change it....it's not a good way to run a household. Once again, You all are the best and it certainly helps knowing that I'm not the only one out there...another slipperly slope...at least I know I can stay on my topa!!
Love you all so much!
sm-mary
Just read all posts...all 33!! Wow...I don't get a chance to check back until the end of the day so I had been thinking all day of just how I wanted to ask everyone's opinion on this...as my world is seeming a bit on the negative side and how weird as I'm reading through the posts, my thoughts are coming through....
This is too strange--you know how I've been alluding to the fact that I must get more positive, what I haven't been saying is the fact that it's toward my husband!! I am being so mean to him lately and it's really not been pretty around here..than I read everyone's posts today!! I was about to ask everyone's advice, figuring maybe it was the topa and it's making me edgy and bitchy--maybe I'm on too high of a dosage..only seems like theres a lot of you out there feeling annonyed toward your significant other lately. I've been trying to put my finger on it...could it be that I'm not drowning myself with a bottle of 2 of wine each night, therefore, I am not able to be so forgiving of things he does that annoys me....(although I do know all about the showing up at the soccer practice with beer breath and that is just not acceptable!) Is it that I'm trying to improve and that I see him not improving and so I am picking his faults apart? I don't know--it's high tension around here and I certainly need to change it....it's not a good way to run a household. Once again, You all are the best and it certainly helps knowing that I'm not the only one out there...another slipperly slope...at least I know I can stay on my topa!!
Love you all so much!
sm-mary
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