Hey All
At just over 3 months I'm starting to have the dreams of drinking and last night even smoking.
Last night it was a dream where someone came over and brought beer and cigarettes. Once I realized they were there I drank a beer and smoked a cigarette. It was like I was standing back watching myself do it.
The rest of the dream was that kind of semi-conscious back and forth about DID I really do that or am I dreaming? When I finally really woke up I felt like I had a frown on my face from concentrating so hard on what was real or not real.
This is common, I know, bit it is such a relief to be able to finally conclude that it was all just a dream and the march goes on uninterrupted. I could not bear to start over so I won't.
I know these dreams will fade with time. As for waking hours craving or struggle I really don't have any of that. When I walk by the beer/wine section I have no interest. As I've said-some kind of miracle!
At just over 3 months I'm starting to have the dreams of drinking and last night even smoking.
Last night it was a dream where someone came over and brought beer and cigarettes. Once I realized they were there I drank a beer and smoked a cigarette. It was like I was standing back watching myself do it.
The rest of the dream was that kind of semi-conscious back and forth about DID I really do that or am I dreaming? When I finally really woke up I felt like I had a frown on my face from concentrating so hard on what was real or not real.
This is common, I know, bit it is such a relief to be able to finally conclude that it was all just a dream and the march goes on uninterrupted. I could not bear to start over so I won't.
I know these dreams will fade with time. As for waking hours craving or struggle I really don't have any of that. When I walk by the beer/wine section I have no interest. As I've said-some kind of miracle!
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