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[chilli]

Today i decided that iam not going to dwell on the bad stuff, reading that book the secert(girlfriend sent it to me) i guess it does make some sence so i am going to try to imagine myself a happy normal social drinker, stay af as long as i can and just keep seeing myself in a good way lets see.
I also wanted to thank every one so much for your support, each time i read one of your posts i just feel so lucky to have stumbled onto this site and you amazing people, and that means all who have replied or who are just looking, i have read post many a time that say how amazing everyone is and i always think thats not me, so for those of you that think she is not talking to me, this thank you is especaially for you, because no matter what you think just having the courage to tell your story to me a complete stranger, gives me hope. i dont know about anyone else but just relizing that there are people out there like me just seems to help me want to help you, which inturn helps me(does that make sence). I know we can all do this and this is were we start so lets raise our coffee cups, and here is cheers to all you wonderful people that are getting me through each day
we may :teeter: r from good to bad but from what i have read on here good will prevale.
i hope i am helping someone even if it is only with my laps :h
cheers :dancin:
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[Guest]

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Great to hear you`re feeling so much better chilli.

Positive thinking will get us all to our goals in the end, eh?

Much love,

Starlight Impress

[rachel28]

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glad u ok chilli, it really does help bein able to just talk, its kind a like an on line diary, that replies with some brilliant words of advice(not from me obviously, im not yet qualified to advise, i leave that to the "" elders" only joking!!!) or there is always some 1 to help on a down day, just hearing that there r others that do know how u feel it s amazing, i have only had computer 3 mths, this site is top of my favourites, it s making me c sense, so id like to say thanks 2,, hey its the only web site i been on i haven t got into trouble 4 being on, !!! thats another story, xxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[luc]

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Another story !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's hear it Rachael - spill the beans - give us the nitty gritty - you can't just wet our appetites and clam up......................we're waiting.................tell, tell, tell.
luc
x

[rachel28]

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what r u like!!!! tryin to get me in trouble,!!! that is my middle name u know! well on 1 web site i met a bloke, sent him some rude pics!! oh an a video, or 2!!! he was going to come an meet me , fingers crossed i have persuaded him not 2, but he knows exactly which village i live in, thanks to my stupidity, an sat nav! b4 that i was trying to get my bf interested in computer as he hates it with a passion, ! well i thought how else i ll download some porn 4 him, i screwed the computer up in the 1 st week, we had 2 pay 4 this bloke to come completly reset it, there was about 30 different viruses!!!! an then 1 night while drunk, i kind a almost got caught in some chat room thing, id fallen asleep, an i was just looking an bf woke up an seen all these rude messages on it an thought i was chattin, so this site im allowed to talk on, he hasen t seen any of the posts, but hes ok about it, happy now u made me spill it!!! i need locking up xxxxxxx

[rachel28]

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THIS IS Y I SHOULD NOT GET DRUNK, BEER AN ME = TROUBLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[luc]

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Spilt beans

You are very special Rachael.

Very special to us.

Thanks for your wonderful openess.

luc
x

[rachel28]

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THATS WHAT GETS ME IN BLOODY TROUBLE!!!! u make me grin u r a right 1 u xxx thanks mate, u heard from kyle , he sounded like he was gonna do it, not heard from hm in ages xx

[rachel28]

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i c what u mean about prolific poster!!! i should b going work, just debating wether or not to go, i shud i already missed 1 bus! it s cos on way home i got to wait at the best bus stop in the world again!!!

[rachel28]

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oh luc im gonna blame u 4 this 1, i missed another bus, rang the lady an lied, said my lad was off school an was just waiting 4 my sister to come up an babysit!!! she said not to worry this week, oh could do wiv the money but i cant b arsed 2day, !!!!! i might get to work on my house, seeing as im a cleaner, every one else s house is spanking, mine i have neglected last few weeks, i will b a good little scrubber an do my conservatory windows, the ratio of blood an beer is about right, not enough to b drunk but fuelled up enough to not shake myself of the ladder,!!! xxxxxxx c im posting again, oh i am prolific in babbling bullshit, i should have a degree in it, x

[luc]

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Your B.B. degree

should come with Honours !!

If you're going up that ladder, assure us that you will have a safety harness and hard hat on. Perhaps you should put Cornwall Air Ambulance on standby - they could drop some spare tins down, should you run short.

Take care Rachael P.P.

luc
x

[rachel28]

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oh now i got a degree in scrubbin an bullshit, will look good on my c v, letters after my name, im gonna get in trouble, i got the music on real loud, i tell the kids of when they have it half as loud, only cos its crap music!!! im gonna stop cracking tins an get cracking on cleaning SOON ISH!!!!!! got to call air ambulance get them to stand by, or maybe the fire brigade i lkie them better, im thinkng of some more silly stories to post on the thread where i told the other drunken shows i made a myself!! some r quite rude tho, but think u will laugh, i dont know tho, i ll think of some tamer 1 s !!!

[Kitty]

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Chilli,

So glad you are feeling better you seem much brighter.

And I know exactly what you mean about this site. It's lovely to receive feedback and to give it. We may not know all the answers but I think one of the most important things this site gives us is the knowledge that we are not alone.

All our stories can be as different as our fingerprints but we all share many common denominators.

Keep positive!

Kitty