Again, thanks to all. This has been such a stressful time in my life. I want to get back on track, obviously. I've never been out of work this long (out of money,) and as a recovering drunk, it's double hard. It's easier not to drink, because I'm broke, but the seconds seem like days not knowing where things are going, and it is breaking me down big time. Like I said when I started this thread, it was al related, because my rap sheet is from years ago, but that sh*t can follow you, and does. So alcohol doesn't just mess with you in the present when we slip and screw up, it's a lifetime of regret, fear, and what ifs.

Thanks again. Hope to be back shortly with good news.