I can not believe that this coming Wed. will mark 1 month since I woke up hungover with regrets from the night before. I had promised my mom that I would stay sober only to drink and the week before I was so drunk that I fell outside and it took 2 men to pick me up. I am dealing with some cravings tonight and my AL mind is trying to play tricks on me but I will not listen to them. I feel so good without the booze. I can go to church online these days and not worry about falling asleep through the messages. I can go and do things that I could not do if I was drinking. If I want to drink I will go here and then watch wasted people on youtube to help take away the urges and remind myself on why I no longer drink,