Man issues and alcohol together is not good. I can't make him really want or call me as often as I wish.
I hate feeling like alcohol can help out, the stomach pangs feels like am being torn to shreds by some 'insidious thingy' that wants no happiness for me.
Can I really live alcohol free for eternity? There must come a point where alcohol will be erased from my memories and I will no longer have to blog.

If this site granted wishes I would wish for will smith to wipe my memorie like in the film 'men in black'