Supposedly just rain on our radar tonight Sam. It hit 51 degrees this afternoon - woo hoo!!!

Pauly, I know EXACTLY what you are talking about........
If you remember YB picked up & left 15 months after I stopped drinking. 37 years of marriage down the tubes? At that point I was sure it was because I had stopped focusing on him & turned my attention to myself. I had to do that & I am not sorry. It took him 4 YEARS to pull his head out of his a$$ & return. He's back but everything has changed - oh well. It's just the way it is.
There was never any balance in our lives & I don't expect there ever will be either. I am fine, I am happy enough & I am healthy. My killer anxiety is gone, my depression is gone. I find happiness in small things, despite him. Did I ever expect my life to work out like this? No, but I am OK. You will be OK too, keep the faith. Keep working on improving yourself & he just may follow your lead.

PQ, I feel like I should send you a blanket to stay warm, BRRRRR!!

kuya, I hope you get your internet fixed soon, that sucks especially when it messes with your business. I totally depend on the internet too.

Have a peaceful night everyone!