July 7

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So far so good...it's been 3 hours since the last post and I'm just having my first glass of wine. (I'm down for 2 tonight.) I feel stronger than I gave myself credit for!

I need to catch up on you all! I'll be reading for a while!

Hope:rollin

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Oh boy, those ones that got away, they're tough! I've got one of them in my past, but I don't know where he is (in NY, that's all I know), just that he is married and has a few kids. Still makes me sad that I'll probably never see him again.

I agree with Tawny about waiting for a bus that might never come. But we are here for you, and we'll be here to help you dry your tears and cheer you up. Sounds like you are already staying strong, Hope!

Nothing much doing around here. Rather boring really. My horoscope said that my whole WEEKEND would be boring. I'm supposed to be okay with that, because life has been so stressful lately! I'm NOT comforted. I'm going to try and stay out of trouble though, and I do have plenty of stuff that I SHOULD try to get done:rolleyes . Oh well! A bit of a let down after last night's excitement!

Have a great one, all! Good luck, Tawny!

Hugs,:d
Kathy

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Here's one for ya...I was in love with a narcissist , which I didn't realize till later, who was seeing me and his old girlfriend at the same time! I finally got over it. His step mother told me he asks about me and is very curious...and she thinks his heart is still with me. So I emailed him and he deleted it! I used to email my overwhelming feelings of what a scumbag he is, so he probably got tired of those. This time it was about his stepmother! Glad I don't have any wine inthe house...i'd be drinking it. Been working 2 jobs jobs and doing a good job myself, but, ran out of some vitamins and haven't been on track. I've been drinking more now than ever. 1 bottle of wine every other day. Never drank that much before. Feel so discouraged. Everything else is going well. My family is proud of me and my kids. Don't want to let them know of this slip up. My kids don't realize my pattern-they are with their dad on the days I drink. I feel lonely and hardly socialize anymore. Too tired. This is so isolating.

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Wow busy board today! I got off work a little bit early... a very pleasant suprise! Was oh, soo tempted to stop off & have a glass of wine @ an old hang out... But opted to sit in my truck & watch a beautiful sunset over the ocean instead... which was incredible... kinda made me feel lonely...I spend a lot of time alone ... in one of the most beautiful places in the world...:rolleyes
I work nights ... my Hubby works days.. :rolleyes .... I got off early & called to see if he'd like to join me for a bite to eat ,... or do something... but he'd had a few beers, & we live 10 mi upriver... so not a good idea.:hat
I can totally relate to not wanting to go back into town after getting home though. It's so nice there too!:h :P :d