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    I screwed up. I had some sake for my bday meal. I feel hopeless now. I know I will withdraw just like before. My husband is gone playing tennis and he's just about done with me.i truly wish I could disappear

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    You will get through this moment Tidegirl, it will pass. See it as it truly is and as part of the reason to imagine the life you want to live. Wishing to disappear is why Alcohol took over -it's a place to hide, to numb, to let life pass us by. Look at yourself in the mirror, give yourself a big smile and a big hug. We are not our past, we are the future that we choose. You may get knocked down many times but the important part is that you get up each time, let the moment go and choose the next one. You are changing your lifestyle and that takes time so be gentle with yourself. If you have not gotten over to the newbie's nest yet I would urge you to do so.
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    Hi Tide Girl,
    So sorry to hear that you drank Though I think it's very brave to come right back and post. I think it's the nature of addiction to slip & relapse and although can be very disheartening when it happens I think it can also be a good opportunity to learn from & perhaps use more tools & have a plan in place for certain situations. Be kind to yourself now, the road ahead is hard but worth it xxx
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    I'm terrified again of the effects of this. My son is with his friend and I've changed all his appointments because I feel sick as hell. I wish I were dead-- this is awful

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    Tidegirl, don't say that! Write down EVERY grotesque feeling that you're feeling right now,down to the stomach probs,shakes,etc,big((hugs))
    I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink

    I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me"
    Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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    Hi Tidegirl.

    Please stick with us and keep connected. If you can get the next couple of days booze free under your belt, you will begin to feel better. Maybe watch some mindless movies to distract you for awhile until the booze leaves your system. Take care of yourself and take it easy.

    'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

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    Think you binge every 3-4 wks? If so, do you think this may be hormone related?

    You can start again. You can and will do this.

    Please keep checking in when you can. Staying connected is helpful. People care, we all understand. Hope you feel better soon!...

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    Thank you. I am terrified of what tomorrow will bring. I feel like I am having trouble breathing -- it's likely anxiety but scary

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    Hello @Tidegirl, stick with us, this will pass, when in the depths of this it can be quite scary but it will improve. You have stopped before, you can do it again and don't worry about what tomorrow brings for there is only today that you can change.
    Alcohol makes me sick.

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    I'm really in rough shape. Having to try to hide it as my husband is pretty bent out of shape with me. No sleep once again -- everything just stinks

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