I have been AF free for quite some time and feel good, but today I got another call of a friend who has passed away. My stress level is beyond belief with my son who has decided school is not important. So after months of being AF I think have a drink. Just for today!!!! Tomorrow I will go back to not drinking. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
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You are an alchochic.
No kidding aside.
Yep, been there done that.
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I don't want to be anymore!!!!!!!! Just wish it was that easy!!!Comment
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Time, I'm sorry for your loss (yet again). Nothing is wrong with you. That's just the way it is. It is our knee jerk reaction. You KNOW that. You know that a drink won't ease your feelings about loosing your friend. A drink won't make your son change his mind about his study habits. Focus on you and what is good for you. It is the only thing you can control. PM me if you need to chat, OK?sigpic
Thoughts become things..... choose the good ones. ~TUTComment
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Time......Problems come and go.....Life goes on ! Drinking is'nt going to change anything....In your life or anybody's ! Obla-de-oblada-life goes on ! Deal.....with our problems....Hang on Time.....drinking is'nt going to change anything ! Lots of love IAD?Be who you are and say what you feel because
those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
Dr. SeussComment
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Time,
Dont do it! think of how much better you will feel tommorow. come here and chat with folks it will help and this desire will pass.Comment
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I wish a drink could erase the pain. I know it doesn't. I don't think anything does. I do know a drink won't really help. I felt the urge to drink yesterday. I was so mad. I didn't and today I am glad. Hang in there sweetheart. xoxo rudemamaComment
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There is nothing wrong with you Time. For so many years we used alcohol to deal with EVERYTHING--especially stress and sad and uncomfortable situations. I'm afraid to even think about how I will handle my first really stressful situation sober. I'm willing to bet the thought of drinking and smoking crosses my mind. It's not "normal" but it's is how are brains are wired. The important thing is that we use our knowledge that the drink won't help to work through the stress other ways.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Hang in there! :l_______________
NF since June 1, 2008
AF since September 28, 2008
DrunkFree since June 1, 2008
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:wings: In memory of MDbiker aka Bear.
5/4/2010 In loving memory of MaryAnne. I pray you've found peace my friend.
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The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.
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i totally know what you mean but as everyone has said it wont help, really dont do it be strong, come to chat if you need to, xxx TwitchComment
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ditto what everybody else says....don't do it...you will hate yourselfI love my family more than alcohol.:h
Live in the Solution....not the problemComment
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Time 2, I am so sorry for your loss. I know it hurts.......remember, after the shock and grief, there will come a time, when you will celebrate your friends life.
As for your thought of Alcohol......It is called ADDICTION, no rhyme or reason to it. As they say in AA, it is cunning and baffling.
Please be willing to Feel Your Life, all of it! This is what heals us. This is what gives us the substance to live a sober life. This is what sets us Free!
XXX KateA Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes~Cinderella
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Time is on your side Hon ! We are here for ya! IAD
?Be who you are and say what you feel because
those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
Dr. SeussComment
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Unfortunately, the truth hurts. I don't want to be an alkie anymore either. But I am.time2change;816401 wrote: I don't want to be anymore!!!!!!!! Just wish it was that easy!!!
We can do this. We can beat this thing. Many have and many more will.
Love,
CindiAF April 9, 2016Comment
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I don't want to be one anymore either. But I am.
Remember, you are not alone...hang in there!:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.Comment
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I don't want to be one either...but I am too.
Sorry to hear of your loss Time 2.
Come back to the boards and share, you will feel better.
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.Amelia
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