A) God didn't like me,
B) didn't exist, or
C) doesn't matter because I see no help from it; the suffering continues as always.
Anyhow, I'm not looking to prod someone into converting me back or giving me a huge spiel about how their god is going to save me. I just wish I could have a sense of spirituality or understanding which doesn't involve a deity. I want to feel at peace with the Universe again but I know I can never go back to a belief in a god. I spent years on that path to absolutely no avail, and actually to quite a lot of agony.
What should I believe in? I'm rather averse to any notion of greater spiritual beings anymore because I suffered for so long, I gave up caring and decided just to rely on myself.
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