Today is Day 4 and its going well so far. I know that I am not going to drink tonight because I have church and a birthday dinner to go to and won't be drinking. We will be going somewhere that I have rarely drank before and if I did it was only 1. Mom will be with me so someone will be with me. My AL mind is trying to convince me to do what I did when I did when I had my 7 year quit and have a goodbye to AL party. I keep reminding myself that Sat. night was my goodbye to AL party. It may not have been planned to be that night (i was going to quit soon but seeing my moms disappointment afterwords and the next day nearly falling asleep during a memorial service made me decide to move up the date up to the 8th of this month.
I would normally go out on this weekend but will be staying home until I feel that I can do it sober and that is if I ever feel up to it. I can now go see a movie and not worry about it landing on my drinking weekend and if so do it on Sunday afternoon so I could drink and not have it cut short. Perhaps when a good movie comes out that is what I would spend my money on.
I would normally go out on this weekend but will be staying home until I feel that I can do it sober and that is if I ever feel up to it. I can now go see a movie and not worry about it landing on my drinking weekend and if so do it on Sunday afternoon so I could drink and not have it cut short. Perhaps when a good movie comes out that is what I would spend my money on.
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