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kuya;1519723 wrote: Who the feck is KAY ???? :H
You write this as though you know me.......yet you don't even know my name.
And isn't it forum etiquette for reasons of privacy NOT to use member's real name on posts?
If I WAS called KAY I might be REALLY pissed off, eh?
Anyhow bye to you WF and all the best. You have done so well and hope you are still off the smokes.
I am leaving the forum contentedly sober so you need not worry about me challenging your beliefs anymore.
Well geeze, Sorry K thought your pals nicknamed you KAY. Hope K is tolerable for you? Yes, I forgot were not really grrt pals, but was trying real hard to be nice in first post. Then I got a bit pissy. You understand!
Don't worry tho! I think? Others here believe I'm "Prancercizing" over you! :H I think they have the wrong woman. I don't where feathers! Fur either. Only borrowed tassels & beads. Ask BOHG :H Now granted I may be 10% bisexual! :wow: But you aren't my type.
Sorry, I'm having trouble accepting your goodbye. I think many need your wisdom around here. Including me. Been having troubles, thoughts of drinking. Fits of crying & anger to. Not like me. I'm suppose to be strong all the time! Not much is helping accept knowing the truth, being honest with self. My thyroid & antibodies are wacked. Vitamin D deficient. I can hardly wait for our new health care. I had to negotiate, more like beg Dr's to order tests. Every thing is a struggle. My GP who ordered labs day b4, courier left specimens outside. Non stable blood, fight Ins....
I don't spend a lot of time at AA like I did yrs back. I also don't attend Church . Went to some big Orchestra Celebration at x-mas. Not this last Easter, but one b4 went then. The guy gave a testimony. He was an alkie, gambling, nicotine addict who killed a guy with his truck. It was quite moving. I think I may go back there. They have good rock type music to.
I also was very hurt at church. They typically don't get alkies ~ addicts.... Think you can pray this all away. Lately AA just makes me want to drink. I personally doubt I will ever go the sponsor route again. Last one tried to make me where a dress while chairing meetings. WTF??? I've had a few others over the yrs. The principles behind the steps are what help in the thinking, a guide map to real life's problems imo. I'm to negative at the moi for WFS. Smart & AVRT are helping some. My few friends I have are busy, to busy. Family problems.
Poor Byrdie is sad, so are others. I knew this would be the case!!! No we won't be best friends, but I think if you want can tone it down when people annoy the feck out of you!.... Remember I have DH to help with that. Poor guy, poor me! Just can't pour me a drink. It will take over & probably kill me.
You are a valuable member of this community!!!.... Not everybody will like us. Too bad. Now plz get your sweet booty back to MWO Town Now!!!
Just think how many times many of us said were leaving.
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I started smoking again on day 16. What the feck was I thinking? I'd never been more tired in my life! My mother, oh my.... I can deal with her...
My hubs prostate, etc is been ripped out of him next wk. I had an anxiety attack at hospital. This one nurse set me off. Gawd. She looked at me & said something about his supplements making his cancer worse. They only ask him at his appt about his medications, not about OTC. She looks at me like its my fault. WTF don't they feckin know to ask about both. plus other shite. I've done extensive research. This is his responsibility to. Why is everything always the woman's fault? NOT!!!! If that nurse only knew!
Feck I hate pity parties. Yes, I'd like to drink it all away. Damn't a real damn't. I don't feel like I can be of any good use to any one right now. I miss my daughter! Thank God other girl is done with college now & will be there with me.
I feel better now just venting.... Been running around between Mom's crap & getting shite taken care of..... Can't sleep....... Really why does wine sound so appealing? WTF I know better Gawd? :new:
Anyway, whatever you decide I'm happy your contently sober. Just know that there may be times in life where it may not always be this way. Your always welcome at MWO. Just hope all the challenging, debating can finally be set aside. Bury it somewhere.... Piccie anyone?
Your a good person... Thank you for helping so many of us here & elsewhere Kuya!!! I hope with all my heart that your business turns around for the best, you find love in your life. If all else fails get out there in front of your business & hang a banner, new "Prancercising" classes starting soon. Feck. LMAO...
kuya;1519723 wrote: Who the feck is KAY ???? :H
You write this as though you know me.......yet you don't even know my name.
And isn't it forum etiquette for reasons of privacy NOT to use member's real name on posts?
If I WAS called KAY I might be REALLY pissed off, eh?
Anyhow bye to you WF and all the best. You have done so well and hope you are still off the smokes.
I am leaving the forum contentedly sober so you need not worry about me challenging your beliefs anymore.
Well geeze, Sorry K thought your pals nicknamed you KAY. Hope K is tolerable for you? Yes, I forgot were not really grrt pals, but was trying real hard to be nice in first post. Then I got a bit pissy. You understand!
Don't worry tho! I think? Others here believe I'm "Prancercizing" over you! :H I think they have the wrong woman. I don't where feathers! Fur either. Only borrowed tassels & beads. Ask BOHG :H Now granted I may be 10% bisexual! :wow: But you aren't my type.
Sorry, I'm having trouble accepting your goodbye. I think many need your wisdom around here. Including me. Been having troubles, thoughts of drinking. Fits of crying & anger to. Not like me. I'm suppose to be strong all the time! Not much is helping accept knowing the truth, being honest with self. My thyroid & antibodies are wacked. Vitamin D deficient. I can hardly wait for our new health care. I had to negotiate, more like beg Dr's to order tests. Every thing is a struggle. My GP who ordered labs day b4, courier left specimens outside. Non stable blood, fight Ins....
I don't spend a lot of time at AA like I did yrs back. I also don't attend Church . Went to some big Orchestra Celebration at x-mas. Not this last Easter, but one b4 went then. The guy gave a testimony. He was an alkie, gambling, nicotine addict who killed a guy with his truck. It was quite moving. I think I may go back there. They have good rock type music to.
I also was very hurt at church. They typically don't get alkies ~ addicts.... Think you can pray this all away. Lately AA just makes me want to drink. I personally doubt I will ever go the sponsor route again. Last one tried to make me where a dress while chairing meetings. WTF??? I've had a few others over the yrs. The principles behind the steps are what help in the thinking, a guide map to real life's problems imo. I'm to negative at the moi for WFS. Smart & AVRT are helping some. My few friends I have are busy, to busy. Family problems.
Poor Byrdie is sad, so are others. I knew this would be the case!!! No we won't be best friends, but I think if you want can tone it down when people annoy the feck out of you!.... Remember I have DH to help with that. Poor guy, poor me! Just can't pour me a drink. It will take over & probably kill me.
You are a valuable member of this community!!!.... Not everybody will like us. Too bad. Now plz get your sweet booty back to MWO Town Now!!!
Just think how many times many of us said were leaving.
)I started smoking again on day 16. What the feck was I thinking? I'd never been more tired in my life! My mother, oh my.... I can deal with her...
My hubs prostate, etc is been ripped out of him next wk. I had an anxiety attack at hospital. This one nurse set me off. Gawd. She looked at me & said something about his supplements making his cancer worse. They only ask him at his appt about his medications, not about OTC. She looks at me like its my fault. WTF don't they feckin know to ask about both. plus other shite. I've done extensive research. This is his responsibility to. Why is everything always the woman's fault? NOT!!!! If that nurse only knew!
Feck I hate pity parties. Yes, I'd like to drink it all away. Damn't a real damn't. I don't feel like I can be of any good use to any one right now. I miss my daughter! Thank God other girl is done with college now & will be there with me.
I feel better now just venting.... Been running around between Mom's crap & getting shite taken care of..... Can't sleep....... Really why does wine sound so appealing? WTF I know better Gawd? :new:
Anyway, whatever you decide I'm happy your contently sober. Just know that there may be times in life where it may not always be this way. Your always welcome at MWO. Just hope all the challenging, debating can finally be set aside. Bury it somewhere.... Piccie anyone?
Your a good person... Thank you for helping so many of us here & elsewhere Kuya!!! I hope with all my heart that your business turns around for the best, you find love in your life. If all else fails get out there in front of your business & hang a banner, new "Prancercising" classes starting soon. Feck. LMAO...
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