I don't feel life is worth living anymore. I have dogs to care for but I feel like getting them put down. Seriously, if I wasn't around, nobody would care.
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I feel useless and want to die
Thats not true pan you are not useless whats up ? I care
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I feel useless and want to die
Pan, I know that feeling lovie, it will pass. Dont give up....Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
nup
thanks you guys, butFeb 04 2009 80 days AF.
AF May 23 09 to July 09
AF December 16, 09 FORWARD.Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
but what?Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
Sorry to be a bother. Talking to you is stopping me from doing anything silly tonight. I have my doggies to think about.Feb 04 2009 80 days AF.
AF May 23 09 to July 09
AF December 16, 09 FORWARD.Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
You arent a bother Pan.
Are you drinking right now?Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
Hey Pan....
You okay...
Startingover....thanks for being there....Are you okay guys....AF Since May 2nd 2012Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
Hi PJ, I think shes logged off now...
Hope she comes back, Im worried about her.Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
You know as well as I do... that this is the "Con" of drinking...
Thanks again for being such a great support...she or he will be okay it's the holidays..gosh it's not easy but hey just give support which you have......
I am decorating and watching Benny Hill...LOL...life is good but when we (I) drink it's HELL...
How is the weather is the UK? My boyfriend is from Scotland....
Anywho.....Pan...it's going to be okay trust me on this one....keep reading the posts, make a plan and will ALL work out....and yes do it for the doggies....I have a Siberian Husky, yes with the beautiful BLUE eyes and she keeps me SANE....
Lots of hugs,
JanetAF Since May 2nd 2012Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
You are right Janet, drinking/drugs exacerbates negative feelings.
Benny Hill?? Wow what a blast from the past :-)
The weather is not bad today, cold and bright.
Your positivity is contagious Janet. Its great to see you here. ThanksLiving now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
Thank you....yeah huh...Benny Hill is funny : ) He keeps me sober...funny eh?" We had a storm in San Diego....LOL....funny. It was so nice to post with you....
Can't wait to get the UK..........AF Since May 2nd 2012Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
When are you coming over?Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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I feel useless and want to die
One of my dogs has gone through all of my drinking with me, and now when I drink (knock on wood that I won't) she stands so close to me I can barely move. I really hate to think of the godawful things I put her through while I was getting black eyes and bruises, etc., with no memory of what happened.KellyComment
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I feel useless and want to die
I would care if you weren't around Pan. Life is so precious. Its too bad we don't appreciate the true gift of a healthy life.Comment
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