Infatuation
As I've probably said a million times before, I don't post much, but I do read every day if I can. Every so often, in my humble opinion and experience, one of our family goes a wee bit off the rails and things don't go so well for everyone concerned. Morrison, I hope you can turn things around for yourself and it might not feel like this at the moment, but Barbie does care, as we all do, sorry if that sounds trite and mushy! I have been a member of these boards for a long, long, long time and seen many fall outs and, thankfully, many makings up. Let's remember why we are all still here, and why Irish Lady's "Swimming Pool" thread lives on and continues to help and support us, which is what we should all be doing (and I am sure we do). Much love to everyone tonight who is trying to find their "way out". I'm still not anywhere near the exit yet, but I feel with the support and advice I find here, I am getting a bit nearer.
J
As I've probably said a million times before, I don't post much, but I do read every day if I can. Every so often, in my humble opinion and experience, one of our family goes a wee bit off the rails and things don't go so well for everyone concerned. Morrison, I hope you can turn things around for yourself and it might not feel like this at the moment, but Barbie does care, as we all do, sorry if that sounds trite and mushy! I have been a member of these boards for a long, long, long time and seen many fall outs and, thankfully, many makings up. Let's remember why we are all still here, and why Irish Lady's "Swimming Pool" thread lives on and continues to help and support us, which is what we should all be doing (and I am sure we do). Much love to everyone tonight who is trying to find their "way out". I'm still not anywhere near the exit yet, but I feel with the support and advice I find here, I am getting a bit nearer.
J
i am not outing him as he has been on the 30 day luv thread outing himself for months with us. i've been his friend for months. it is hard for me to hear him the same day he posted this thread also say on another two threads cry for help saying that he took two garbage bags full of bottles out full of empty booze bottles and using drugs after only 3 days, he's at his end, he's not on his meds for bipolar and hasn't been for a long time, etc.... he's binging... for months... morning noon and nite. he had to down bottles of booze because he had the shakes, just to function at work in the morning... right morrison? then after that you post this. no, it is hard for me as someone who has loved and walked this path with my lovely morrison, hard for me to watch you kill yourself but not take action to stop it.. doctor, rehab, supplements, rjs book, anything.... this isn't moderation this is death. at this point, if i do anything further i am simply enabling you my dove, morrison, you have to help yourself. so yes, trixie, wouldn't be a first time that a thread started in one fashion and turned to something else. so, beatle if you can know one thing about me, know this. i'm really a very loving caring person and i will go beyond and even give my number to people here to have them call me, address to, and even send them whatever i can at no charge to them. you've experienced at least some of my generosity when you were in your depths. but what i can't do is i'm guilty of this with my beloved morrison as i've done everything.... i can't do anymore. i simply have to walk away. because now, you are simply going to need to find your way... and here is when you know you are hitting bottom if you don't die first. it is when that shovel has hit bottom. bear said it so real. he said i know i have another drunk in me. what i don't know is if i have another sober. and that is so profound it is beyond comprehension. and my beloved, morrison, you get under my skin because i love you. we are alike because we both have a challange with alcohol only i'm checking into rehab and i'm no where near what you are doing to yourself not anywhere close nada zip (2 days a week is not close darling). the only other similar aspect i can see is that i have loved you through all of your trials when you could not love yourself.. but that isn't a commonality. because you don't love you. 
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