Army Thread 11th January

[LookingToGrow]

Army Thread 11th January

I agree O2M.

[Guest]

Army Thread 11th January

its like ocd , I had it for yrs when I was drinking heavily and I would check plugs were out again and again and again, 12345,12345,12345, I would count 5 times when I was checking,the longer I was out of the house , the more intence the anxiety was. I wouldnt have a fuckin clue if the plugs were in r out by the end of it all cos my head was fucked..my point is by been obsessive, there was a much higher chance of my big fear(the house going on fire) been realised cos I really didnt know if the plugs were in or out at the end of it all

[startingover]

Army Thread 11th January

You are a very wise Oney ....

[Guest]

Army Thread 11th January

Thanks Vlad

[startingover]

Army Thread 11th January

Limey, I do that plug thing too...and I am obsessed with five...

[Guest]

Army Thread 11th January

one2many;517130 wrote: No, I get what you are saying, stripping yourself of alcohol, lays you bare but it is better to feel and deal than to recoil under a shroud of alcohol and pretend that everything is rosy because then one day you wake up and realise that is is the same as it's always been but you have a bucketload of regrets to add to it...makes the carrying all the harder.
You cannot buy back wasted time.

:l

[cymru]

Army Thread 11th January

wish has ocd. i lock the door at night, we go to bed and she goes back downstairs to check!

[Guest]

Army Thread 11th January

startingover;517138 wrote: Limey, I do that plug thing too...and I am obsessed with five...

lol! Were nuts, I found over christmas it got worse cos I was drinking more. Yesterday when I was going out for Aklexs do I was fine, one check , thats it. I hadnt drank all week...go figure!!

I knew I had to get a grip when Grace started counting 12345 with me!

[LookingToGrow]

Army Thread 11th January

I always have to have things in 3's or 5's.

[startingover]

Army Thread 11th January

I am up and downstairs like a friggin yo yo checking i have unplugged my straighteners...
Drives rich insane...lol

[Guest]

Army Thread 11th January

right, im going to log off for a whle, im getting too heavy! Thank all of you so very much for allowing me and my somber mood to monopolise this thread. I love you guys....

[startingover]

Army Thread 11th January

You dont oney, its a pain in the arse :-)

[startingover]

Army Thread 11th January

Love you too Limey, take care x

[LookingToGrow]

Army Thread 11th January

Take care Limers!

[cymru]

Army Thread 11th January

dont worry oney, im a bit the opposite. I have left my house with the front door wide open quite a few times, mostly when i was stonned!!