Army thread Mon Jan 19th

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Hi Bandy
Sorry I missed you. Sounds like a wonderful opportunity. We have moved many times, and the kids adjusted well. It gets toughter when they get older.

[Bandit]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Hi Evie, Hi Sea!
Evie - I know, I love Portugal but it has just turned everything on it's head for us I had just decided to give up work and stay at home to mind the kids and this would change that, although at least my husband could probably take a break from work so at least he would be there for them. Anyway, I have a lttle while to decide and they want me to go over in a few weeks to talk to them about it so we'll see what happens.
xx

[Evie.Lou]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Was there any thought about cleaning up the filth, or just that you couldn't live there...That seems to be the biggest emotionally charged issue, in the dream..as you describe it.
did you see Emylee with you, or just the sign about her??
How do you feel about getting older??

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

I had no desire to clean the filth. Odd because I am a cleaning fanatic. I just thought "I can't live here." I did not see Emylee, just the sign. One thing of note is that my 22 year old son just told me a couple of days ago that he is moving out. He got an apartment with a co-worker. I did cry a bit. I am certainly feeling the whole "empty nest" syndrome. Emylee will be my only one left and she plans to leave in June.
One thing that was weird is the place was like a boarding house, and all of my patients lived there.

[Evie.Lou]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

All your patients live there is an easy read...Time to stop bringing home the emotions of your job...do you shower and change into PLAY clothes after work ???
It seems to revolve around the emotion of FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN and a longing to have control where you feel there is none...
When I help people with their dreams we go thru layer by layer...emotion by emotion and see how it relates to what's going on in your life today. Very few Dreams are prophic...most are in the language of archatypal energy or symbolically.
Hope this helps...I will bump the dream thread ...maybe that can help even more..
PM me if you need to...LOVE YA MUCHLY !!!!

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Thank u Evie
I love u to Bits.

[cymru]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Evie...your knowledge knows no ends. I do so enjoy your posts x
Well, I've done some washing and changed the bedclothes. Had a bath. I have to get back into work. Wishy and I were talking about it, and we both think it's vital to me getting better. Even if it's only a couple of hours a week, it will help me get some self esteem back. I know I have to do this.
2 old guys just came over my house and said I asked them to clean my windows the other day when they were doing someone elses in the street. Shiiit, I don't remember that if I did. Hate not remembering things. For me it's the worst part, and the paranoia is terrible, though I know I usualy just come home, drink and sleep. Very rarely go out these days. I'm too scared.

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Good to see you Cy.

[Evie.Lou]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

cymru;524030 wrote: Evie...your knowledge knows no ends. I do so enjoy your posts x
Well, I've done some washing and changed the bedclothes. Had a bath. I have to get back into work. Wishy and I were talking about it, and we both think it's vital to me getting better. Even if it's only a couple of hours a week, it will help me get some self esteem back. I know I have to do this.
2 old guys just came over my house and said I asked them to clean my windows the other day when they were doing someone elses in the street. Shiiit, I don't remember that if I did. Hate not remembering things. For me it's the worst part, and the paranoia is terrible, though I know I usualy just come home, drink and sleep. Very rarely go out these days. I'm too scared.

Dear Sweet Chef, it is so hard to see you struggling but you and Wishy come up with exactly what I would suggest. Anytime we feel Depressed it is like a forced meditation...it is a time that we must go inward.
The problem happens when people get STUCK inward...the next step must be to move outward...make sense ???
My ancestors go back to the Swedish mystic Emanuel Swedenborg. I still live my life by the simple principles that he set down..
there is a little book by Wilson Van Dusen called USES...A way of personal and spiritual Growth...it is all about regaining your sense of self thru service to others...
PM me, if I can help.

[gyco]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

hi everyone,sea,got to have some faith in the kids,they might surprise you,put your cards on the table,this is about you,we went thru similar with our young ones,it did work out in the end,it also says you have trust in them,i know i sound like an old wise guy,high everyone else, all seem well,cy,it does take time,it took me many years before i figured how much i was abusing me,have a great day gyco

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

I really wish i had never started this carpet, it's taking forever.

How is everyone?

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Yep, i clean a patch which then looks odd as it sticks out like a sore thumb so i think i may have to do the whole dam carpet .... Maybe i can rearrange the furniture to hide the patches!!! LOL

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

Thanks Gikes
You are guys are the BEST!!! Did I tell you guys that I am just the HAPPIEST IPOD owner EVER. I just want to kiss my Sis for buying me this.
OK, Need you advice again. Damn, I am needy. It is about this job that just landed in my lap. I don't want to mess up a chance at it. Gyco is right!!! This could be my shot at happiness. They need to step up to the plate and give Mom a shot at happiness.
In a nutshell. It is a Quality Improvement position. I will work within Federal guidelines with Hospitals and Nursing homes in 3 states to improve the quality of care for patients.
IS THAT NOT WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED!!! I love being a bedside Nurse, but I cannot make the difference that I seek to make at that level. What u guys think?

[Seacailin]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

OMG Wishy
I am LMFAO because I know EXACTLY what you are talking about.

[cymru]

Army thread Mon Jan 19th

if in your heart of hearts you think its for you, and that you can enjoy life doing this job, then go for it sea. You deserve some happiness.
Gotta wait for tmr for the pills oney....