Hi Ann,
Please don't do that !
I was also on that boat sometimes back but now getting better . I am now writing articles on art of living and art of dying etc.
Never lose a hope ,nobody knows tomorrow.
I have a friend who had attempted such a bloody hell several times but now he has got a PHD in psychology and working as a director of a very well known INGO.
If we do this we wont have a time to regret and your family will be always loser..
Take a long breath a couple of times and please go inside yourself and ask your heart and not the mind.
Take care , we all are here to help you out.
Dix
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