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[cowgal]

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Spedteach!

You sound so awesome!!!! AND you have a plan.......that always helps me, a great thing I have learned in AA too...........I love hearing/seeing your upbeat posts, you are definitely an inspiration! Hop on your jet any time, I always need someone to ride with it seems........I am craving a ride so much I got depressed last night, even thought about drinking, but thank God I had to be here super early, cannot afford to lose this job, although we are so slow I am scared I still might (that makes me want to drink too!!?). The not knowing is what is killing me, but it hasn't happened yet, so I will just keep on working hard not to give them a reason to let me go.

Love you guys.......thanks for reading all my babbling!!

Mary Anne:thanks:

[Niblet]

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Well Cowgal you said it best for yourself.. "the not knowing is what's killing you"... Sweetie Pie, just know that no matter what this old world hands you you will deal with it better with a clear mind. Should you unfortunately lose this job for some reason you would be better able to handle it with a clear, healthy mind. Gosh I gotta get myself one of those there lear jets for a trip to your place... I'd love to be your riding partner !!! Oh the fun we could have !!! Spedteach, you and I !!!

Congratulations on preparing for your triathlon Spedteach !!! You sound totally amazing... Good for you taking the antibuse when you think your little voice may invite you to a little "drinkie-poo"... sounds so innocent eh? But, as Luv said...1 drink? ya right !!!

Today is rainy, windy and chilly but we need the precipitation badly...
Gosh guys !!! When I got home today I knew that the power fellas were gonna be working on our road for most of the day effecting the power... Well, they cut 2 huge spruce trees that were in our front yard with no warning to us atall !!! I cried and needed hubby to hug me when I got in the door... It looks soooooooo horrible. I must be optimistic and start looking at some landscaping books perhaps... It's really ugly and now I feel as though our home is out in a field out in the open... I'm just glad that Mamma robin didn't hatch out her eggs in the tree yet like she does every spring. Life is all about change... right?... please tell me yep.
So, I need a shower and then will settle in with my crochetting for a bit before bed.
Hugs, xxx

[cowgal]

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oh nibs!!

That would break my heart too!!! I love my trees, would bawl my eyes out too:upset::upset:................thank GOD like you said the robin didn't have a nest in the tree..................

I hope you can landscape to make it better.............:l:h:l

love ya!!!

MA

[CHARLYGIRL]

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LUVUALL 30 days

Sure I will do 30 days Af and I'm also 3 AF and feel great. HOW DO I GET YOU ON A LIST I CAN GET TO EASILY I'm new at chat rooms and ? threads I'm dragging my butt to agree but with support I can do

[brittzak]

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Charlygirl....you are on the list...this thread stays on page one most of the time so just click on it and share away....most of us have been here now on this thread for 2 years..BUT we love fresh new names and shares. We just share our day to life here and support each other.

Nibs...I feel like crying for you. I would be SO UPSET...but, put in a pretty flower bed or something...you can spruce it back up.

[cowgal]

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Tuesday~

It is Tuesday, had a trying day yesterday as I made a few mistakes, AAURRRGH, at almost 6 months you'd think I would have it down pat, but stupid mistakes are what is going to get me............!! I will try to do better today, yesterday was not THAT BAD, I just beat myself up over dumb things.............................

Welcome Charlie!!! :welcome:Come here like I do and just share every day if you get a chance, I only have about 15 ( I think, lost count!!) days AF so far, but just come and share your successes and mistakes, we all love you just the same...........................I feel safe and loved by these gals and guys (very few guys, but I think they are out there!?!)

Everyone have the best Tuesday possible!!!

MA

XOXOXO:l:h

[greeneyes]

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Hey all!

Welcome Charley!!

Nibbers, Oh I feel your pain!!! Nothing to do but move forward with the options you now have.

I'm mucking along here. Bank said they'd forclose on the office in 10 days. So the shit is hitting the fan. I knew this was coming so I have my BGP up to my chin! Estranged one did this to himself but I simply cannot help feeling (whatever it is I feel) for him. The urge to help is overwhelming. It is who I am. :upset:

[brittzak]

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Oh Greenie I am the same way...always want to save someone...actually ends up causing me a ton of stress!!!!! He has to help himself. AND you continue to help yourself. But, I do feel for you and him. He is losing everything...but, like you said..he did it to himself.

[Mad Mummy]

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hi everyone

Day 9 AF here!

Greenie I'm with you on that - it's because you're such a lovely person that you feel that way for your ex and the business was something that you had together, I guess before things got bad? As you say Big Girl Pants pulled well up, deep breath and get through it, it's all you can do. Will say a few for you (hope you don't mind?).

Bx

[greeneyes]

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:H Mad Mummy, please! The more the better! :l

[cowgal]

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Me too

Greenie, huge and prayers sent your way from me........stay strong for yourself, he needs to take care of his own problems, as they are if his own making, right??? Ha, look who is giving advice!!!! HaHaHa!!!

Lots of love xoxo

MA

[bird]

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Hi all.
Just checking in. Will not try to catch up tonight. Things are good here and its finally drying out. A dog killed our rooster the other day. He died in my arms and it was awful. He was a good boy and not one bit mean. Luckily 2 of the hens are sitting on eggs so maybe a little rooster soon. My oldest kid made honors band. Not much else....miss you all and love....bird

[cowgal]

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Oh man!!!

Bird, I am so sorry about your loss...........the same EXACT thing happened to us a few years ago........hope you get a baby rooster........off to my AA meeting.

Love. xoxoxo

Mary Anne

[brittzak]

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AWW Bird so sad...I am sorry. Good to hear from you though....

[CHARLYGIRL]

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Day 4 Af-feeling good-but have a nagging sensation that I need a Drink-instead I will go to bed and read. I've exercised today=I'm waiting for my book and cd to arrive. I would love to be 30 days AF