UP AND AT 'EM ARMY,,,,,19th Oct 2015

[shambles70]

I'm here!!! Still sleeping here ridiculous amounts, there have been a few times where I've been intending to post, shut my eyes and woken up 3 hours later. In a permanent brain-fog atm.
Meeting with drug and alcohol team this afternoon...pouring down here so I think I'll be holing up till I have to leave the house.

[JackieClaire]

I'm here!!! Still sleeping here ridiculous amounts, there have been a few times where I've been intending to post, shut my eyes and woken up 3 hours later. In a permanent brain-fog atm.
Meeting with drug and alcohol team this afternoon...pouring down here so I think I'll be holing up till I have to leave the house.

Morning,love. Reckon your brain and body are craving the sleep to let you heal ...............I'm sure there's some scientific name out there for it. This is the time to cosset yourself.

We had the down pour through the night...........I'm holing up with Netflix.

[shambles70]

Any recommendations? Nothing too overstimulating or my brain will surely go *pfftzzt*

Gonna talk to them about rehab options this afternoon...wanna know if there is any way of doing a community rehab round here so I can still work. Didn't you do that, Jacks?

[shambles70]

Spoke to my boss this morning...she is still behind me 100% and proud of what I'm doing.

Always takes a lot of the anxiety away talking to her...I get so scared that I'll lose my job, but, as she says, as long as I am doing the right thing, engaging with services etc, it can't happen.

Doesn't stop me thinking it will, though, at 3am.

[shambles70]

Gonna go rooting around these here boards...

[JackieClaire]

Any recommendations? Nothing too overstimulating or my brain will surely go *pfftzzt*

First to Netflix. I'm re-watching Rome.............you need about 3 working brain cells.........
The son and heir's watching the last Fargo..................needs more than 3 brain cells and a love of gore.

Gonna talk to them about rehab options this afternoon...wanna know if there is any way of doing a community rehab round here so I can still work. Didn't you do that, Jacks?

Frayed knot...........I went to daily de-tox place where you stayed all day, watched TV and smoked then went home at night it was only 8-10 days. Molls and Sunny did stay in re-hab.

We do have a couple of daily re-habs up here in Noocastle.........and more opening. Not sure if the countrywide yet.........under the name Oaktrees. http://www.thecyrenians.org/NR/exere...D-1644425F4E64

Spoke to my boss this morning...she is still behind me 100% and proud of what I'm doing.

Always takes a lot of the anxiety away talking to her...I get so scared that I'll lose my job, but, as she says, as long as I am doing the right thing, engaging with services etc, it can't happen.

Doesn't stop me thinking it will, though, at 3am.

3 o'clock in the mornings should be banned. In fact jump straight from 1am to 6am.

Let me tell you from 4 years in volunteering with addicts......those that engage with the services fully have the biggest chance of success.

[shambles70]

Ah thanks, I'll give Rome a go, I think.

I'll see what's around rehab-wise this afternoon, just think I'm going to need something daily.

Banning 3am? Amen. At the very least we should lose the ability to ruminate.

[roxane]

try rake. australian barrister gets into bother, hilarity ensues*. when i want to watch something it does the job.

*alcohol and some drugs.

[IamMary]

try rake. australian barrister gets into bother, hilarity ensues*. when i want to watch something it does the job.

*alcohol and some drugs.

Thats looks good. Watching Legends (Sean Bean).. its good.

[shambles70]

Rome and Rake it is....sounds like a Shakespeare quote.

[shambles70]

Thats looks good. Watching Legends (Sean Bean).. its good.

I bet he gets some ribbing from his mates for being Mr Bean :congratulatory:

[shambles70]

Okay so the plan is a 12 week community rehab 3 days a week, with me slowly slowly building a bit of work back in. Or residential, if that doesn't work.

[satz123]

Evening :hiya:

[JackieClaire]

Evening.

[JackieClaire]

Fabulous dahling, absolutely fabulous.