FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

[Mad Mummy]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Crackers

Well I've been up and down and everywhere in between these last few weeks (as many of you will have witnessed on other threads). But at present am doing well 2 AF days this week and others only 1 drink per night - yay.

Love
B

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

HI ALL FIRE CRACKERS,

Sweetpea... so good to see you glad your mood is improving, funny i felt a bit low and down in myself last night i was tired and felt exhausted went to bed early feeling ok today. it just seems to get me out of the blue.(not sure if i really wanted a drink) that me all over. sweetpea i will help you shovel in that coal.
Mad mummy are you saying you are just having one glass a night...wow that is good well done for moderating. but still be very carefull
Carmac... 9month in the uk woud be nice if we all could meet up. There is no sun here summer come and gone before i open my eyes. blip, blip,. do you know what part of the uk you will be staying.

Take care ALL FIRECRACKERS:l

lOVE

Teardrop.x
8days af

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Firecrackers

Good to hear from you Sweetpea and looking forward to your return. Horrible, horrible day here, am tempted to light a fire and read a book.

On Day 9 and so far so good. Always find this stage tough as the memory of the hangover feeling fades and drinking thoughts creep in. Might go do my tapes instead, that should keep me focussed.
Hi to everyone else.

Rustop

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi all you firecracker out there,

Hope everyone is doing fine me im 9days af 10thday it funny this time round feeling tired in myself(a bit like the very first time round) so still going to bed early. Went to my group session today i love going there, it good when you get the old one's that turn up and they say they are 2years af tell there story and how hard they have work at it. Makes me more determined to do this and stick with it.
Has anybody been watching xfactor just love watching the ones that think they can sing really, and they are so serious about it, just cracks me up big time.

Take easy everyone.:l

Love
Teardrop.x

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Everyone,
Hope you are all doing well.Seems like the big bang machine did not yet create a big black hole and suck mankind and the planet in as yet, so thought I would post!
My walks have not got much longer as yet, have lots of well meaning visitors but on my own now. Kids think because I am upright and dressed ,everything is back to normal! Feel ing very hard done by today have been wandering about the house so frustrated by the things I am "not supposed" to do.
Erin I always find you to be in good spirits," all seeing and knowing", I thought related to a genie,I do not know much about Johnny Carson only that he was a presenter/ comedian?
Teardrop :goodjobn your 9/10 days AF! Your story about your brother and the cheque would explain that an earthbound angel was answering his question, maybe ask him if he had ever asked a higher power to help him. Seems to me his prayer was being answered maybe? I too am feeling tired like you,this weather is not helping much, so dull and dismal nothing but bad news in the media.
Mad mummy good to see you here, think the school holidays make everyone a little crazy.
Sweetpea. Good to see you post hope you are feeling brighter each day, will be good to see you back shovelling the coal, just would not be able to do that myself just now.
Rustop, I was just imagining being wrapped up by a roaring fire and being read to,just heaven at the moment. Those doggies of yours sleeping alongside, enjoy!

Take care all

Eastx

Oh Teardrop,I do find the X factor hilarious but am finding these reality shows and the spiteful comments made just a little upsetting.
I know that some of the people are totally disillusioned but the personal remarks made by the judges can be very cutting at times.

[Carmac]

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Hi, All -

No news yet of the UK assignment. All I know is that it is approx an hour from London with the MOD. I should know more by tomorrow latest.

Sorry to hear many of you seem a bit down. Perhaps some of it is the weather but also the passing of the seasons - no one looks forward to winter. (Well, maybe snowbunnies)

Must dash.....work beckons. Will check in later, Erin

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi everyone

Another horrible morning here but managed to get a walk in albeit in the rain. Day 11 for me and while feeling tired in the evenings, am reaping the benefits of waking AF and having a renewed sense of purpose. Listening to the tapes every day and taking the supplements. Am rewarding myself for achieving 10 days by taking a trip to the cinema to see Mama Mia, its supposed to be very good.

Good to see you back East, you too Sweetpea. Hope all works out with UK assignment Erin. Enjoy your bike ride Teardrop.

Rustop

[Carmac]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Rust and East - Thrilled to hear we are all being so aware of getting outside, walking and taking care of ourselves. I know for me, I took care of everyone else and should have been better about taking care of me.

News on my front? Nothing yet on the UK assignment but my ex has booked a place at Myrtle Beach in SC. So , he, I, my SO, and all three kids are meeting up for a lovely time at the beach. I've baked all day today and both daughters have planned out meals so all I need to do is relax! Yeah!

I must say, I have been blessed with great kids and even a lovely ex.

So, I think I will have internet access of the trip away but if not....know I will be thinking about each of you. You guys have been awesome in helping me be AF. Thank you....

Cheers, Erin

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

just lost my post :upset:

Hi all firecrackers,

East... good to see you posting just love reading your post, i thought the world was going to end on the 10th. but someone said the big bang is sometime in october... but i woud love to be near those machines and see it all happening and promise i will not touch no buttons.

Rustop... i think im going to treat myself and take my daughter to see the duchess maybe on sunday. got to say i've been really tired this time round. well done 12 days Af.

Carmac.... have a good time at myrtle beach, i think it so good that when people get on with there Ex....Also thank you for your support wi miss your post so look forward to your return.

Sweetpea....hope you get a chance to post love reading your post...how are you doing?
looks like winter is here i seee they have the xmas thinks out in tesco before the fireworks we all have to celebrate the 1st of november.

all firecrackers have a good af friday.:l

Take care

Love

Teardrop.x

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Firecrackers

Enjoy your time away Erin. Hope all is going well for you Sweetpea. East, keep recovering and look after yourself.

Yes Teardrop, I find I'm very tired this time around. It could be our bodies repairing themselves? Taking the vitamins, doing the exercise and sleeping really well. Dreamed a lot last night and remembered most of it this morning which is unusual for me. My sleep pattern must be changing, now I'm not unconscious!! Really enjoying the tapes, especially the night time one, am finding it very relaxing.

Have a great week-end everyone. I'm driving my daughter quite late tonight but intend to buy some AF beer as I know with hubby there and an open wine bottle, I might be tempted.

Rustop

[Eastender]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

7 Seconds away

Hi Everyone,
The above title is a song playing on a horror movie last night called Alone in the Dark (Christian Slater) It was the last thing I remember hearing, I had felt so sorry for myself last night for a number of reasons and stuff going on at the moment with the kids,I could not resist the "one" glass of wine poured out by my daughter from a present given by one of my friends as get well gift. We all know well enough where that "one" glass leads to, you got it another! and..............
I had not been counting the days AF because it felt enforced with the tablets and pain killers, I stopped taking them a week ago, AL did not call until last night. I can assure you that I am paying for it today.
I don't know why but I just felt so Black and depressed. Hormones maybe? Hey and guess what the drink did not help,why can I not just get that one rule in my head? don't think I will be going back there for a while. Guess my angel was trying to tell me something as the 7 second away tune is resounding in my head today. Will have to try find the Lyrics...............
Anyways, thought that I should fess up, but from today 13th I will start my AF count.
Things seem to be steaming ahead with most of the firecrackers, well done to all of you.
Have a good break Erin,
Teardrop, I would come with you too when the big bang happened, I on the otherhand could not promise not to touch the buttons!just me and curiosity:H
Hope everything OK Sweetpea:l
Have a great weekend
Eastxxxx

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Firecrackers

Just a quick check in as I dont get much computer time over the week-ends. Sorry, you are not feeling the best today East, only too familiar with that 'Why did I do it' feeling. It's good for the rest of us to read about it as we can all identify with it. Today is another day and all those AF days enforced or not count for something.

Day 13 for me and very busy. No bad cravings at the moment and had about 10 hours sleep last night which I think will help.

Enjoy the rest of the week-end.

Rustop

[sweetpea]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

:yay: I am home and feeling quite a lot brighter

Have not had time to read all the posts yet but thanks everyone for your kind thoughts while i have been away. Didn't get chance to post again because there was always someone around but I will certainly make up for it this week

Got to get things straight at home - all that washing and the dust seems to lurking in certain places so I must get the jobs done otherwise I cannot relax

East don't be hard on yourself you have been doing so well and I know that you have been going through so much lately:l xx

Rustop, Teardrop, Erin, Mad Mummy, Kat, Vlad, Gyco, Flutterby, Lynn, Lukalee, Cindi, Suki, Shelby, Amelia and all the other Crackers hope you are all doing well and reaching your respective goals

Loads of love to you all


Sweetpea :wave::groupluv::hug: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[happydog]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

hi all firecrackers.

East ...i think it normal for you to feel like this you have just had a opp. People are known to feel down in them self. hope your feeling a lot better today and have you find the lyric ?
you did ask weather my brother ask for a higher power to help him, i did ask him and he said he just prayed and ask for help to get a job so he can pay of his debts. He is still thinking about if he should except the money the reverend said that he would make this man very happy if he was to except the money.
Taking about angels ive been having some white feathers about in the house and outside not sure if anyone believe's in white feathers mean there must be a angel lurking around and above.
Sweetpea... i find it hard sometimes to post at weekends when there someone around glad you are making up for it this week.
rustop... did you get to go to the cinema to see the film? meet a friend on saturday and sunday the sun was out so we had a BBQ.

Take care all firecracker and have a nice day.

Love
Teadrop.x
14days af

[rustop61]

FIREWORKS - ANYONE WANT TO JOIN ME FOR 30 DAYS AF

Hi Firecrackers

No Teardrop, when we got to the cinema it was cancelled. Went shopping instead and bought a nice outfit, dressy casual. Figured I'd blow all the money I had been saving on not having wine every night!

Half way through the month, hard to believe. Rushing so just a quick check in. Have a great day everyone.

Rustop