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[periwinkle]

I'm so excited! I just went to the mail and got my book and my kudzu. [I've been using kudzu from the vit store but hoping this is even better].

I'm scared because now I must get even more serious about this. I've been telling myself that I need to read the book before I can develop my plan. So, now I it's time to follow through. That's a scary place right now.

Today I struggled (successfully) through my 10 am AL craving and I made it through my afternoon craving too. So what a great boost to find the delivery today.

I have an awesome support system with all of you. I'm sure that I will be leaning on you all in the coming days, weeks, months, etc.

Periwinkle

[tlrgs]

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thats awesome you can do this.. read the book and do your best ..thats all you can do..
stay strong and think positive

[Boss.man]

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Take a couple Kudzu and then read the book. I'm having great results with Kudzu and St John's Wort 2 pills each, 3 times a day. I've actually had flashes of happiness. Wow.

[Evie.Lou]

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We are here for you.You can do this, I know that you can..

[cmhguy3]

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I am happy and excited for you! Good luck and keep the faith!

[periwinkle]

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Thanks for all the encouragement. My hubby just came home from work. It felt really good to not get that little panic attack inside me saying "I hope he doesn't smell the AL on my breath", popping mints, or running for a glass of wine so he would think it was my first one (yea right!).
Kind of like you boss.man, a flash of happiness.
periwinkle

[time2change]

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Periwinkle
You are right there is an awesome support system here. Make your plan and stick with it. You can do it and we will be here if and when you need us.

[river0123]

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Periwinkle,
I hope you find the book & supps as helpful as I have. I wish you success & strength!

[IAD]

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P. Just follow the yellow brick road !! Ha! Iad We are here to help !! IAD.

[Angelcakes]

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AWesome Periwinkle...stay close
Angel xo

[vera-b]

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Way to go Peri!

Bet you're enjoying some reading about now. That and the supps to help with cravings should help launch you on your journey. So exciting to be there with you as you discover this wonderful, sober world where every thought is not liquid!

Vera-b

[freeintexas]

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How long does it take?

I just joined on Saturday and ordered starter kit with book, kudzu, etc. How long does it take to receive the order? Thanks.

[A Work in Progress]

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Hi Lost, and welcome! Probably about a week to get your stuff.... And probably you will want to post a new thread in the "just starting out section" so that people will see that you are here (you might get lost at the end of this thread). Tell us about yourself, how about?

wip

[Bubba's Mom]

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Hi Periwinkle,

I just got my package yesterday. Today I started the supplements. I am listening to the subliminal cd now and next week my topamax should arrive. I'm with you - it's a little bit scarey but also I also feel very optimistic about the future.

Hope it's all good for us! :-)

[Boss.man]

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periwinkle;436840 wrote: Thanks for all the encouragement. My hubby just came home from work. It felt really good to not get that little panic attack inside me saying "I hope he doesn't smell the AL on my breath", popping mints, or running for a glass of wine so he would think it was my first one (yea right!).
Kind of like you boss.man, a flash of happiness.
periwinkle

Perfect Peri! Put that on your list. Keep a list handy and run over it when you wake up at night, and when you get up in the morning.

This war is won by winning a thousand little battles. Being able to kiss the spouse without fear and guilt is one of them. You done real good. Keep going. We're right here for you.