Hi Spud!
As I was discussing my drinking problem with my doctor he said, "You know, the dream of every alcoholic is to be like a normal drinker". I have to admit he is right.
As much as each person on here wishes we could just be a "normal" drinker, the fact is that we cannot. Its called being an alcoholic, problem drinker, whatever.
For a brief period of time, I thought I had out smarted it. My plan was to drink just two beers and stop at that, but within a weeks time, it wasnt working.
I've come to a place where it literally is ALL or NOTHING, and I have become really ok with that. Its just simply not worth even trying to moderate or even opening up that flood gate of what might happen.
I once posted on here a while ago how I was afraid to take my Antabuse because "My whole life is going to change!" Someone wise on here said " Your whole life doesnt have to change. Just how you relate to drinking will change." If you think about it that way, and make drinking just a small part of your life, then I think we can get to the point where we realize drinking does not have to be what we revolve our lives around.
WIshing you the best Spud!
Overit
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