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[sk8punk]

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OverIt2007;895952 wrote: Yeah we want to see that! We all need a good laugh now and then!

I don't know what you're talking about. Laughing....c'mon me and my son look freakin cool in the pic. We are going to bring back cheap sun glasses!!! LOL!! Seriously I do wear those around. I still like getting weird looks from people. Thats the snotty teenager in me. It will never go away. And especially now that I'm sober I really don't care what people think. I'm me take it or leave it. Yes I think I'm going to be one of those dads that embarasses his son when hes a teen. LOL. Right now he thinks I'm cool and fun

Yeas I am feeling like myself again. Its good to be back. I think days like yesterday are needed to put things in perspective. Thanks RC, I meant every word of that post. I do really feel I'm at a good point in my life, still a work in progress, but a good point. My self confidence is coming up. I feel that I am a good person who made a bad mistake but I will not be defined by that mistake or my addiction. I will rise above and become the person I was put here to be. Some will find me "weird" but like Techie said who defines weird? I'd rather be weird in theie eyes then weird in my own.

Still waiting for the pics to get to my email. Sometimes it takes awhile.

[OverIt2007]

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We should all play "Post silliest Pic of you Day" That could be fun!! Im gonna see what I got!!

[sk8punk]

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That could be fun! Still waiting for mine to get to my email. Half of em got there but not the glasses photos.

Anyway how was your day Over? I'm in a great mood right now! Way better than yesterday. I love being sober and with my son. He really is alot of fun. I freakin love being a dad! I actually texted that to my GF. Sure she's wondering who the hell that guy is!

[Ringing Cedars]

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Good to see you liking the real you Sk8! I dated a guy who's family used to say f*k'em if they can't take a joke. And I've always loved the song Let's Givem Somethin to Talk About. So you are not weird to me at all! You are real! Don't ever change that part of you please?

[sk8punk]

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Don't worry RC not going to change that part. Its only getting better. Yeah I use the word weird a lot. I tend to mean it as marching to a different beat rather than odd.

[Ringing Cedars]

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That's the best "weird" Sk8! lol Heading off to lala land. Catch you on the flip side. )

[OverIt2007]

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Happy Sunday my Friends!

I woke up feeling much better and more optomistic as well. Yesterday I was in a crappy mood, tried to cover it up, but I was. Today is a new day, and the world is out there full of potential for all of us. HAHA That sounded SO cheesy!

Taking my son to church in a little bit here. I always feel so refreshed and happy after church. It helps that I go to a really contemporary one (not boring) and the music is amazing. God is a pretty cool Dude too!!!


Ill catch you all later on, stay in a positive frame of mind!

[sk8punk]

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Because of popular demand the punk sunglasses avatar is now up! To bad my shirt isn't visiable in the pic, says Weirdos (early LA punk band). Appropriate I think!

Glad to see you're in a better mood Over. I can now see we're all going to have good and bad days. Just gotta roll with it. I'm still in a great mood. Wish I had my son again today. I'm very glad to be sober and be able to enjoy him. I still act like a kid when I'm with him, chasing him around and making him laugh. When I'm out in public with him I'm the same way. Its as if the only thing in the world is me and him. Nothing and no one else matters. Now thats what I call love.

Well I'm gonna go do some errands than laundry. I know I know slow down Sk8 life in the fast lane is gonna kill you!!! Live fast die young!! LOL!!!!

[papmom3]

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L*O*V*E the glasses SK8ter!! You two look so darn cute!! I'm so glad you had a great day with him and that you're feeling really good today.
Get some things crossed off your list today-you'll feel amazing!! For me: Dishes, vacuuming and laundry. All long overdue!

I wish you a great day and week. But take it ODAT OK?

Oh, yeah, hmmmm-getting positive vibes for the text from your ex. Hang in there but don't let her hold you back.

:l

[sk8punk]

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Hey Papmom, Just about to take off to get stuff done. At this point in my life nothing can hold me back except myself. And I take life ODAT now. Seems much easier that way. Have a good one!!

Oh yeah I'm wearing those glasses when I go out!!

[OverIt2007]

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Ha ha! That is a great pic! Love it! I may post a silly pic too in the spirit of silly pic day!

Had a nice time at church as well I live just a couple of minutes away from a ball field. Today is "Bark at the Park" where you take your dog to the ballgame! They only do it once in a while, and we try to go when they do it. Nothing like taking a crazy kid AND your crazy ass dog to a ball game with a bunch of other crazy kids with their crazy dogs too! SHould be fun!

See you all later. Whoa, Yeah, you better slow down a bit Dude! Laundry AND errands? Your living wayyy to fast!!!

[sk8punk]

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Yeah I know fast livin. I'm still out just sitting here people watching. I've noticed a lot of people don't seem to happy. Guess they can't see what they got. That's one positive way drinking has changed me. I don't take things for granted anymore. I also notice I really don't fit into a lot of these peoples world. Don't really want to either. Makes me wonder why I drank to fit in in the first place. So yes I am all in all happy with where I am. It may get lonely at times but oh well.

Bark at the park sounds cool. Really not that into baseball though. Only time I went I ended up getting completely trashed cause I was bored. So I don't think I'm ready to anywhere near a game.

Had another thought while sittin here. We're all friends here because we share a common struggle. But in the real world would we even notice each other? I know that's some kind of Sixtee Candles thinking there. Just a observtion.

[sk8punk]

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Just had couple more thoughts. When I was younger. All skaters and punks would say hi or nod to each other. There weren't that many of us so when you saw each other it was like being apart of a secret society. Now they're just as bad as everyone else. If you don't have the right shoes, look or the "in" board you're not cool. Jeez I don't even fit in with my own subculture anymore!

Ever notice how when little kids like my son see another little kid? Its a instant bond. That is how humans are supposed to be. They haven't been taught to hate or judge yet. They are simply enjoying life and taking it all in. That is where I'm trying to get to. That is how I want my son to remain. I fell into that judgement trap myself. It just lead to me missing out on a lot of life.

[1967]

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70 days?!! That is fantastic!

[sk8punk]

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Actually I think today is 80. Stopped counting had to actually sit there and figure it out. Thanks!