Started with one.

[azmarkm]

Now up to seven. Only wanted one.

[Doggygirl]

Started with one.

I was never able to have just one. NEVER. I always told myself "just one" but it never happened.

You know what I realized? I never even WANTED just one. That was a lie. If I'm going to drink, I want to get plastered. "One" NEVER cut it for me. Two never cut it for me either.

Zero is the only number that works for this girl.

I wish you the best. Tomorrow is another day - full of new choices.

DG

[allswell]

Started with one.

Zero is the only number that has ever worked for me as well. Any other number always had a multiplier effect. Like DG said, tomorrow is a new day with new choices - good luck.

[KundaliniGirl]

Started with one.

AZ, just wanted to say hello. Seems like your path is already decided. You can do it! Here is a link to the toolbox if you haven't already found it!

https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

Good luck,
KG

[mario]

Started with one.

Zero for me to,


One was to many and 20 wasn't enough.


Go for the 30 day abtenece azmarkm,
Then decide what you need to do.

[Anjicia]

Started with one.

I could never have just one ever. One lead to God knows how many more so zero for me too. Just don't take that first drink odat.

[mollyka]

Started with one.

I try to think what my 10th drink felt like - all the messy, stupid, sleepy feelings and the waste of bloody time - not the 1st drink - it always felt lovely
Molly

[vintage girl]

Started with one.

mollyka;1074155 wrote: I try to think what my 10th drink felt like - all the messy, stupid, sleepy feelings and the waste of bloody time - not the 1st drink - it always felt lovely
Molly

Couldn't have said it better. One, two, ten, never enough unless you pass out. Looking back, how pathetic is passing out from drink? One of the things that keeps me going is remembering waking up from being passed out and how awful it felt.

Hope you are okay azmarkm, let us know how you are doing, eh?