Hanging for a drink...

[Daya]

Hanging for a drink...

i dont know if hes goading me...he was making a concerned comment on my huge stomach? he doesn't seem to notice how fat i am.

Im sorry i caved and drank too, yes, 2 glasses

I feel like such a woose....i think i may send hubby away to our property for a week, so i can get some AF space. Thanks LB, you are a peach.XXXX

LibraryGirl;1308266 wrote: So really he is just goading you because he knows of your insecurities. In other words, he knows what words will hurt most.

I'm sorry you caved and drank. I guess you mean two glasses of wine, not bottles. It's still early days and you just dust yourself off and start over. No excuses.

LG

[LibraryGirl]

Hanging for a drink...

For heaven's sake, you are at my ideal weight! How fat you are, gmab, lol! But, you're right, I shouldn't have assumed that your hub is trying to make you feel badly.

Good thing you only had 2 glasses. That's not bad, and fortunately it didn't lead to more, which could have easily happened.:goodjob:

[K9Lover]

Hanging for a drink...

Hi Daya!
Sorry you're having such a hard go of it right now. I can't even imagine living in a house with another alcoholic that wasn't trying to quit. It was hard enough for me to do it with NO pressure...I mean the pressure I put on myself was quite enough, thank you. You must be one strong lady. I know you had those 2 glasses of wine, but don't beat yourself up. You didn't get to this point overnight, and you won't change overnight. Just try as hard as you can, it must be so hard. Especially with the comments being thrown at you too. I know I'd snap (even sober I can be a bitch-on-wheels. LOL). You just need to do what's right for YOU and not worry about what he's doing. Try to distance yourself from it. Do activities that focus around yourself, take a bath, read a book, polish your nails...etc. Each night that you get through will make the next one easier. I'll be thinking of you and wishing you strength!
K9

[Over It!]

Hanging for a drink...

Hi Daya,
How is it going? R U being strong and is your SO being kind to you?

xx

[Daya]

Hanging for a drink...

Hi over it.... I caved last night. Had 2 glasses of wine, which I didn't even like. Was really disappointed not to see a star this morning. I realized I hadn't taken any of the MWO supkemts yesterday,so took them All day today, and didn't feel tense or like a drink at all tonight!!!! So what do I do? I test the theory... End up having half a bottle...

Anyway... I now know, take the supplements, and don't drink!!!!!
So. BAck to square one tomorrow
Thanks for checking in, was too ashamed to post.....
Also. As I wasn't white knuckling it tonight, I got to appreciate what a darling my SO is
In the words of Scarlett" for tommortow is another day"
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Over It!;1308965 wrote: Hi Daya,
How is it going? R U being strong and is your SO being kind to you?

xx

[Over It!]

Hanging for a drink...

:l It's ok, I so nearly caved myself -in fact would have polished off that 1/2 bottle white still left over in the fridge. It keeps calling out to me and it has my name on it. Cant understand why I just dont throw it down the sink. I know that I will end up drinking it tomorrow because SO always like a bottle of red on Thursday night. I just hope that I can stop at 1/2 bottle or be strong enough to take AB morning and afternoon before the witching hour sets in.

Finished reading Jason Vale's book today, but still feel like complete abstenance is not for me. Not sure any more. Was feeling so much stronger last time. Wonder what the difference is?

Any way, I didnt drink today and that's good.

Now, you go off to bed too and maybe we will touch base tomorrw? Lets try to be strong girls.

Good luck:l