Im not sure how to put this .. but I think Im gonna kinda miss that part of Sobriety ? ).. Not really miss per say.. I mean..I dunno.. What a Rush I guess..Intense.. Looking back at the Ultra low times and the Ultra high times and just putting everything in perspective is kinda cool huh ? I know it sucked and all. I dont really know how Im coming across here but it just Feels...I dont even know how to describe the feelings actually lol . I know that these memories will lose their intensity over time .. and I almost feel like I need to pay my respects to them before they lose some kinda something to me in a way ? Ok somebody help me out here will ya ! lol :H
Dont get me wrong or anything..I damn sure dont wanna go through it again but ..you know
So how do you guys feel towards these first few intense weeks of sobriety ? Celebratory sure sure .. but is there any personal feelings you have ? Something that you feel that might just kinda stick with you for the rest of your life ?
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