Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

[redhead77]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Murphyx;1121850 wrote: Bleep, do me a favour and don't do it here. The whole "veggies think they're superior" shit gets right on my tits.

What??? Is this like tits as in boobies, or do you people have another definition for tits? Speaking of tits, I don't know why you guys are so worried about growing a pair. Eat all the soy you want. If the estrogen grows you a pair, you'll have your own. Not only will it give you something super fun to do, but you can stop ogling all the ladies boobs. Well, maybe your boobs won't be as good as some of ours, but it's worth a try. So lift those forks with soy boyz. Here's to man boobs.

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

RudyB;1121884 wrote: i don't want to embarass myself here.

Oh that train has already left the station Rudy. Firstly you said she had nice "bobs" and secondly, how on earth would you know that? If you do have first hand experience, please spill the beans and make sure you don't leave out any details of your encounter. :goodjob:

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

redhead77;1121889 wrote: What??? Is this like tits as in boobies...

Sorry Red, but you did it again. Once you mention tits everything else becomes a blur.

[redhead77]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Murphyx;1121848 wrote: Lady, I've seen your pics remember, you don't need to diet, you're hot baby! Have fun on the gulf. And sober is a beautiful thing isn't it?

What is the deal with everyone around here? It seems there is a secret society, where everyone knows one another offline. I only know what one person looks like on here. That would be Ne. Yes, she does have nice boobs. At least from what I can tell from a picture. I guess I should check out Luscious. I'll FB request her so I can see.

EDIT: Sorry, if I said too much about your rack Ne. I had to come here and apologize. I sometimes say too much in general, and then I feel bad about it. Not too bad. I think it's the real me if I write it, when I'm not drunk. I still don't want to do it at another's expense.

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

My bac sleep has varied between waking every 2 hours to waking at 4 am and no chance of getting back to sleep. Then I discovered Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride and it rocks baby! It's sold as Nytol in the UK. I've not had a problem with getting to sleep, so I don't know if it will help with that, but for those like me who wake regularly or early, give it a go. The only reason I'm sat here typing this at 5:30 on a Sunday morning is, I tried a half dose and that didn't work out for me. It'll have to be the full 50mg next time.

[Lo0p]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

:thumbsup +1 for NE's rack :agreed:

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Fuggit! I weighed myself when I got up and it said I was 21 stone 10lb (30 pounds heavier than yesterday) so I tried again and it said 20 stone 6. Hmmmmm, I suspect my new scales may be fuggedup.

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Around the 18th or 19th I increased my bac dose to 250 to see if I could deal with my annoying one a day drink habit. By Saturday I had the most intense feeling of happiness, focus and elation that I?ve experienced for decades. I mean so up I was tripping. I was in love with everything and everyone. My future was mapped out and everything was perfect. I was ready to come off the Wellbutrin and start fixing the world.

I recognized it as being chemically induced so was able to control the feelings and not do anything silly. I spent the week feeling really good, but yesterday started to come down again and last night set it off with some shitty memories starting to flood back. Then this morning the last 4 hours have been the most excruciatingly dark, despairing depression I?ve felt for years. The sort of thing that if I?d experienced it 6 months ago, before I understood what the fuck was wrong with me, would have made me go to a very bad and very, very, dangerous place. Fortunately I am also able to recognize this as a chemically altered state. I hope to fuck it?s been caused by the ridiculous diet I?ve been following for the last 5 days (why the fuck didn?t any of you tell me the diet was crap?), because if not it must be the bac and if that?s the case, well?it just can?t be allowed to happen

So, I?ve been Googling and this site seems quite sensible for a veggie diet Vegetarian Diet,1200,1500,1800 Calorie Diet any views/comments would be welcomed.

[bleep]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

I had that too, but more so during my titration than after. Rollercoaster highs and lows. The first low took me completely by surprise, and I thought my world had ended, but after that I was able to relate them all to chemical causes, which makes it all much easier to deal with. I would say it definitely baclofen related purely because I have never come anywhere close to eating the things you describe your diet consisting of during the last few days!

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Murphyx;1122051 wrote: Around the 18th or 19th I increased my bac dose to 250 to see if I could deal with my annoying one a day drink habit. By Saturday I had the most intense feeling of happiness, focus and elation that I’ve experienced for decades. I mean so up I was tripping. I was in love with everything and everyone. My future was mapped out and everything was perfect. I was ready to come off the Wellbutrin and start fixing the world.

I recognized it as being chemically induced so was able to control the feelings and not do anything silly. I spent the week feeling really good, but yesterday started to come down again and last night set it off with some shitty memories starting to flood back. Then this morning the last 4 hours have been the most excruciatingly dark, despairing depression I’ve felt for years. The sort of thing that if I’d experienced it 6 months ago, before I understood what the fuck was wrong with me, would have made me go to a very bad and very, very, dangerous place. Fortunately I am also able to recognize this as a chemically altered state. I hope to fuck it’s been caused by the ridiculous diet I’ve been following for the last 5 days (why the fuck didn’t any of you tell me the diet was crap?), because if not it must be the bac and if that’s the case, well…it just can’t be allowed to happen

Lots in here to write about. What's going on Murphy? This sounds like a borderline 911 (emergency.) I know that terryk experienced profound depression at different times related to the bac. I am not making light, not at all, when I say that I hope that you can keep in your mind that this is just a stage, a moment, and it will get better very soon. This too shall pass. Keep that fresh in your mind, will you?

As to the rest:
:blush: seriously people. omg. I'm squirming.

You are encouraging me to again attempt not eating meat. Maybe. My husband, is a devout carnivore. A worship at the altar of rare-baby-animal-meat type carnivore. There have been times when I simply couldn't stomach the smell of meat cooking! And so he grilled his baby animals and made us incredibly beautiful salads. I could go on about him, but I'd just be bragging/gushing. anyway. food for thought.
I can't imagine a world without stinky cheese straight from the goat's/cow's/chicken's teats, so veganism is completely and utterly out of the question. (if you don't like stinky cheese you should let me know before you come to dinner. It's how I express love, offering v. expensive stinky well-aged and moldy cheese to my guests.)

Murphy, do you know that I am a Gil devotee? I'm so sad that he's gone. I don't own the album he released in 2010 but am going to order it this morning and spend the day tapping into his brilliance and anger and charisma. Did you know that he struggled with his crack addiction until the bitter end? It's a poignant story of the struggle to overcome addiction. We've lost another brilliant poet/artist to this dread disease.

Love, love, love, my friends.
Ne

[missyabby1]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Murph, thank goodness you have stopped being svengali! IMHO it is time for some real stuff! Me too. It is tiring being the local clown.... much as it is so very entertaining. So sad to hear you doing it tough.

[Seethepony]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

"That would be Ne. Yes, she does have nice boobs. At least from what I can tell from a picture"

That was a snowman, fool!

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

um. yeah. sheesh. what to say? thanks. um. right? not offended. no worries. bac to something else or something? thanks.

[RudyB]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

red, i, too, tend to say what's on my mind and then wonder if it was too much. i have the questionable excuse of being sagitarius. guess i'd better update my filter (or not). like you said, as long as it's not at anyone's expense (including mine, which i think it oft is).

[RudyB]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

is this thread where we were talking about snus? anyway, they say tobacco becomes carcinogenic when it is heated. snus is very appealing as a way out.