First post here but have been lurking for sometime. Compared to some I read about on the forums my drinking problems seem very small compared to some but I wouldn't be here if they were not causing my trouble. My drinking is pretty easy to measure as I only drink beer and usually 440ml 5% or 4% cans (UK). At most I'll have 5-6 cans 3-4 nights a week or sometimes nearer 10 at the weekend but feel like hell if I go that far these days. I just can't stomach anymore:yuk:
I'd don't socialise like when I was younger (when 4-5 day binges were common place but I was young and everyone done it then) so its a sitting at home thing now with me. My problem is I just don't get a good buzz off of alcohol anymore it just seems like a chore and I'm fighting to get it down me. Sometimes I'll get pissed and pour it down the drain but the next night or the one after that, the off sales just seems to draw me in. A common thing for me is to buy an 8 pack, drink 3-4 and get pissed off and pour the rest down the drain only to go and but more probably thr next day or the day after and repeat. I'm no expert but it seems like a mental thing.
I'd just like to say that I don't drink half as much as I used to but only because as said above I very rarely go out these days drinking. What I've also notices is alcohol is like coffee to me nowadays. If I drink 5-6 beers I'll wake up 3-4 hours latter and thats me up more or less the rest of the night. Really really annoying!
Anyway I've been rambling a bit now

1. I have no chance of getting a script so the Internet is the only way to go.
2. Cost. I know some might say... hey sure if you have the money to buy beer surely you can buy the Bac. Beleive me ?20 would easily see me through the week for beer with some of the supermarket deals we have over here. 45 cans for ?20!
3. If I was to gather up enought supply to get me up to the switch I'm now hearing that some people are staying at that point? I just don't have the funds to sustain buying enough Bac to say stay at 200mg+ for how ever long. 5 boxes of Vioridon (250x10mg tablets is just under ?50)
I'm hoping some one of you or a few

Thanks for listening.
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