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[chaos]

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I'm not so sure about the idea: "lower on the morning dose, and then crank it into the night." The snoring is definately bac related, and the rest of those SE that you experience may be also related to nightly bac overdose..?

[jbkhy523]

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thank you stuckinla and chaos! i almost got the creepy feeling that bleep thinks i have ulterior motives or something.

the SEs have gone away in a major way... i don't advocate it (i am not a doctor) but, it's almost like i 'spiked' my brain with higher doses and then followed the next day with medium doses.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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Just to throw another thing in there...I weigh less than both of you and it took 320mg for me to get there. It takes what it takes...

But you'll get there!

[jbkhy523]

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@ne: thank you! i know this med. will work - it just takes some time!

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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yep.

[jbkhy523]

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you are a living example that it DOES and WILL work! thank you for taking the time to continue posting on this forum!

[bleep]

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jbkhy523;1370710 wrote: thank you stuckinla and chaos! i almost got the creepy feeling that bleep thinks i have ulterior motives or something.

the SEs have gone away in a major way... i don't advocate it (i am not a doctor) but, it's almost like i 'spiked' my brain with higher doses and then followed the next day with medium doses.

Not at all, in fact you went on to nail exactly what I meant later in your post. I also think that spiking it makes it easier, but I don't advocate it either, which is why I just sort of mumbled.

[jbkhy523]

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thanks for clarifying bleep!

[chaos]

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Wow, this stuff really works. Another day after 5 or 6 oz serious debate if I need another ounce...this is just unheard of. I guess that Stuck hit the nail with the statement that bac rewires brain. (It's a lengty process though)

[jbkhy523]

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wow, just a little tip i want to reinforce (it has been said before i'm sure) - definitely try to keep a log of at least dosages, if not also times... things can get a little sketchy!

[chaos]

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Things are no longer rosy...full blown relapse,,,don't know what to do

[StuckinLA]

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Just Keep Taking The God Damned Pills is what you do.

Get a notebook, get one of those weekly pill boxes. Take 10 minutes on Sunday evening (starting this evening) and sort out your pills for the whole week. If you're taking pills more than 4 times a day, get 2 pill boxes so you have 8 spots for each day.

You figure out your SEs. How quickly have you been going up? How have you handled it? And you figure out a schedule you can live with. So starting tonight you work out the pills so you're going up 10mg on Thursday.

Then you stop buying hard alcohol. That's a fair deal you can make with yourself. Stock every kitchen cabinet and dresser drawer in your house with beer if you want. Throw bags of ice and beers in the bathtub. Whatever.

But the very best way to drink right through the bac is with hard alcohol, in both my humble opinion and experience. So just try not doing that.

Or you bac down slowly and drink.

[chaos]

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Thanks Stuck, I got it!

[StuckinLA]

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And try keeping people more up to date on what you're doing. How you're doing, how much bac, how much drinking, etc.

You and JB both. You guys are right around the same place and it would be really helpful.

[chaos]

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Btw, where's JB and how are you doing mate?