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[Mags]

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MM is right. Please stay close to us today. If you want to tell us what is going on, that is fine. Otherwise, just keep checking in. You can and will make it through today. We are here with you all day.

[buckledown]

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thanks- its all shame...drinking too much around my kids like my mom did...i just cant handle it and want to stop so bad...:upset:

[meditation mama]

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Oh, buckle - that one is a doosey! I have been ther for sure! Do you want to talk about it? It may help to get it out - I know it helps me... let me know if you want to chat, or you can PM, if you like.

Thinking of you..

MM

[magic]

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Hi Buckle,

I remember the doom, the gloom, such overwhelming feelings ~right down to the pit of your stomach. I'm so sorry you feel so horrible.

So many of us have felt this way. It will pass.

Can you get a hold of your doctor today?

Have you eaten? That's always a good step.

magic xx

[Mags]

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Poor buckle
That is one of the worst feelings. The guilt and shame is horrible. I have been there too. Believe me, it does not last forever and can get much much better. You really do have it within yourself to change this. I know how badly you want to. Stay calm tonight. You might think drinking will help you with your feelings but it won't. Try to eat a little bit and drink as much water as you can. Read around these boards and see that you can do this. Chat may be a little slow at this time of day, but be sure to check it out later. Just jump in and say hello. You'll find lots of friendly voices there.

[AMELIA]

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Buckle, please reach out more and more. I think we all know what it is like to feel so alone. But the beauty of this website is that you are NOT alone. This is an invaluable resource to you and everyone else. Use it. As much as you can.
We are here, just waiting.
x

[roxane]

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buckle, you will get through these feelings. you have to . the alternative doesnt bare thinking about.
you mentioned your children, get your strength through them.

roxane

ps. my heart goes out to you

[buckledown]

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thank you thank you thank you...i made it though yesterday and am feeling slightly stronger today...i couldn't of without all your support....i am hoping to feel even better tomorrow...bless you all...and again all my thanks...buckle

[magic]

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hi buckle,

you will feel better tomorrow, I'm betting.

A kiss, x,

I'm sending hugs too.

m. xx

[magic]

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I'm thinking about you Buckle.....xxx

m. xx

[buckledown]

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am much better today but have been off the boards...today was day 3 AF and I am getting stronger...i will never be able to express my gratitude for the support - truly for me and my family..:l buckle

[magic]

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Buckle!!!!!

So very glad to hear it!

On to day four!

Have you thought about joining one of the AF threads for some daily support?

Have a look at "Just Starting Out".

Awesome work!

m. xx

[Mags]

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Dear buckle
I am so glad to hear you are doing better. I know it was tough going for a while there. It should start getting a little easier now. That's super!!!
You might want to make your way over to the Just Starting Out forum and introduce yourself. You will find lots of others who are new to the boards as you are and who can share their experiences with you.

Great going Buckledown! Congratulations!!!

[Accountable for Me]

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Buckle, glad you are doing better. This thing takes time and tons of will. Each day brings a new challenge and it does get a bit better. Short term pain for long term pain. You can do it! Just keep posting here.

[Lorelei]

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Buckle

So glad to hear you are feeling better. I just ran across your post today. I have severe anxiety issues and am learning how to deal with them. If you ever want me to help you feel free to PM me.

Trust me when I say, each day AF you feel a little better and your self confidence improves.

You can do this!

-lorelei