I am back

[LadyLush]

I am back

No matter what anyone says,
Some of us will never be able to moderate, NEVER. All of you that are COMING BACK, THANK-YOU! Thank-you Doggy, you are a definite icon here and I need to see you often...almost 1000....Yippee is not enough :-)!:l

[Doggygirl]

I am back

Peace it sounds like you are approaching this with a great attitude. That will serve you well!

DG

[kaza]

I am back

Hi Peace and Marty

Well done Peace on your AF adventure. You will be absolutely fine if you you hang in there and perservere, you've already done it, so it will be easier this time, you have shown such courage and strength and it is still there.

Marty

I downloaded the MWO it cost me $12.95 and I sat and read the whole thing, which got me started on the Forum as a Newbie, I posted a thread seeking and friends, and lo and behold they were all there, so download the pdf version of the book and read it, I'm sure you will get a great deal from it, I did. And keep talking to us I have really found that talking on this site has been beyond anything I could have hoped for. Take one day at a time and as each day passes it will get better and better, mind you as was said to me some of us fall off the boat but just get back in. There's no guilt or shame here just love, good advice and encouragement, it really does work, keep in touch - I even got up early hours of this morning and got on line - I am only at Day 4, but have never ever felt this good since I can't remember when.
Love and Sunshine
Kaza

[gyco]

I am back

life is what it is

PeaceSeeking;1055660 wrote: Hi everyone,

I am back......I was AF from Aug 29 - Dec 19, then I thought I would moderate and BAM it didn't take long for me to fall back into the bingeing...this past weekend was terrible for it. I drank by myself Friday night to the point of getting drunk, drank again Saturday but didn't get drunk and then drank to oblivion yesterday.:upset:

I am really trying to not beat myself up but rather pick myself up. I am thankful that I am on top of it and not going to go down that road again.

I am an alcoholic - there I have finally said it and need to quit for good.

This site helped me out tremendously before and I will not stray this time.

hi peace,o so many times people speek these words,your thread is a good one for newbies :upset: and oldies, like me hahahah:H,whether a person is to say there an alchoholic or in my words is addicted to anything things in there life,including life its self,the journey you are going on is a long one,but you said it so clear,once you leave here,your open to suggestion ? [alchohol] look at the dates,you gave,that is one of the biggest things you ll see,many of us had occassions that we felt down,birthdays,holidays,and yes the biggy Christmas,lets drink, i no you no what i mean,:welcome:back,i do wish you well,gyco

[Peacefull]

I am back

:thanks: everyone :l

Saturday morning and I feel great, even with a cold it's better than a hangover or a bout of amnesia.

It feels soooooo very different this time, like I had my aha moment and am ready to accept the truth that I have a drinking problem and I am not going to die from it.

It's great to be back and I am never leaving this time....
:h